Oh my goodness. How terribly scary and traumatizing . I almost lost my husband in November of last year. He came down with a terrible case of Covid, oxygen levels at 67, was sick for 22 days. I thought no plague would come near my tent. I still believe that, especially now, because it was a test for us and we chose God . It changed my husband for the better. But I was so confused and scared. I have no family on my side, lost them all when I was very young. I have been with my husband since I was 15 and he is my sole provider, God has allowed him that position in my life. He gave us the victory over the pestilence of satan! The weapon formed against us did not prosper.
The Covid thing threw me for a loop. Nothing like your trauma , but he too was at deaths door. Knowing what we know about the Crown virus, and the treatments, he refused to go to the hospital. His brother and mother were scared , and his father who had lung cancer ( just died about a month ago- rest his soul) was like- " is my son going before me?" I had , had enough and anointed him, not to mention I was in constant prayer. The same day I anointed him in the name of Jesus , he was out picking up a pile of leaves and dirt he left on the driveway just before he got sick. He took a walk the following day down the block. Jesus was our help and I spoke healing in His name to my husband . We are so blessed and thankful to God! I will pray for you and your husband . I could not imagine that duration of uncertainty and concern, some would lose their faith, God bless you! I will keep you and your husband in prayer. Blessings!