I ask this because I wonder if my expectations are different than others or too high. As a child, I used to hear missionary stories and I would listen in awe. Then I began reading books about missionaries and was so inspired by their total devotion to God rather than self and somewhere in that time I decided I wanted to be a missionary too. My idea of a missionary was someone who forsook the world to serve God alone. Thus, I got a BA as required by the mission board and I worked to pay off my college loan. My goal was to be debt free so I could travel the world sharing Christ with those who did not know Him. I felt the call of a missionary is not about accumolating worldly gain so I felt all I would need was a simple place to stay and my basic needs met (simple food, plain soap, just 2-3 dresses, etc). Well, I ended up getting married so that never happended, but I did end up moving overseas. I live in Asia now and I come in contact with many missionaries and I know a number of missionries in other parts of Asia, not just my country and I feel I have been disillusioned about missionaries so I was wondering what your ideas of a missionary are?[/list]