Age 28, regarded as an over the hill flamer by the community. Living barely above poverty in a small apt. Over a garage...out on bond for a serious felony charge. I only bonded out because my upwardly mobile parents had recently hit the well to do range, and they took pity on me and hired a good old boy lawyer and paid for bond too.
So, it hit me. He knocked at my heart's door I cried and said my very best sinners prayer, and....that was the end of the old me, thank God.
The felony, which could have carried 15 years, was reduced to a serious misdemeanor. I got probation. Its been sealed, so now I have a conviction, but it doesn't show up on background checks for most purposes. And...
Been off probation 4 years now. Parents have forgiven me for a wasted time before Jesus. They're doing well I'm no longer a flamer, and I am healthy and in voluntary outpatient treatment for schizophrenia.
Most importantly Gods will has come to pass for me of all people. Forgiveness is the core of our faith, and my testimony is an example of His forgiveness and His justice...which emphasizes mercy and redemption over punishment and retribution.