Qcumburz
Member
For over 3 years I have been asking for help, guidance, Ive been thirsty, hungry , needing to hear the word of God, I have been ignored, turned away, The Christians I used to communicate with, and Christians I try to communicate with all ignore me as though i do not exist. I was told several times by a man of God, a Christian man, my soul is bound for the lake of fire and I should remove myself from this world.I am referred to as "nameless one". I am getting tired, my faith and hope in the Lord is almost gone.Which hurts me down to the very core. Im afraid the moment my hope and faith in God is completely gone, I will do as suggested. This way I will no longer be the punishment of another man. And people wont have to pretend that i dont exist anymore. I won't be ignored, turned away, or denied hearing the word of God being ministered to me. Nothing not even life will matter to me anymore once my faith is completely gone.