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Why should I?

Allen Wynne said:
careful, the ugly duckling is around...
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OK.
Let's not get carried away.
Just don't ever even THINK of leaving us.

BTW, the ugly duckling is kind of cute...

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Allen Wynne said:
I've always liked and preferred the Lounge since day one.
Therefore, if I say anything I consider of value, I should put it on the Lounge.
That's my way of thinking.

And I would like you all to participate.

Now I may be depressed but not angry.
I may have some anxiety but I am also excitable by nature.
Putting all that into perspective, I would like to say, "Why should I"?

What I basically mean is why should I continue on this forum?
Have I made any friends?
Am I saying anything that might be helpful to someone?
Am I participating in threads because I am interested?
Does anyone like my music that I put all over the place?
Does anyone really care if I stop making Ralph threads?

It goes deeper than that.
In my years here, I have found several churches to attend that I liked very much, only to be very disappointed after I got to know what was really going on behind closed doors.

I had emergency aneurysm surgery last March and I almost died.
The closeness to death was so real that I went into a state of depression.
How many people remember that?
How many people have asked me how I am doing with that?
How many people ever really cared if I dropped dead?

Am I depressed?
I cried today in front of over 100 people.
I was so shaken I couldn't say my name.
With all the things I've mentioned about my health the past few years, can anyone even wonder why I had this breakdown?

Yes, I'm depressed.
My wife keeps me going.
No church.
No church friends, nothing.
Just me and my wife.

I may be guilty of ignoring others on this forum just as I feel ignored.
We may all be Christians but we certainly are not all one big family.
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Just my personal opinion.
You need real friends, not virtual ones on the internet.
Keep looking for a good (probably small) church; one that's not a family business masquerading as a church.
DON'T give up on that.
my 2 kopeckii

iakov the fool
 
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