Matthew 18:
The Lord has blessed me yet again. He has opened my heart and given me wisdom. Jesus says he wants us to forgive others who have trespassed against us. For most of us this is easy if it is a minor infraction such as being cut off in traffic or if something you own is broken. For me a major infraction has been the damage to my dignity and self worth. Cruelty at the hands of others.
In my mind I would say I forgive them because Jesus wants me to, but I will never forget. So the resentment was always there. Satan has been using this resentment against me, but no more.
I finally see in Matthew 18 what the Lord has been trying to teach me. I am a sinner, and I will continue to sin. But He has forgiven me past, present, and future. Through His forgiveness and His love I have received salvation. I am unworthy of His gift.
Since Jesus has forgiven me, unworthy me, how can I not find it in my heart to extend that same forgiveness to those who have wronged me. Out of gratitude of my own forgiveness and salvation, I have forgiven. Jesus is not only my Savior, he is my teacher.
He has shown me how to forgive by forgiving me. I now know in my heart, that I forgive those from my past. The resentment is gone. I have forgiven them the same way He has forgiven me.
I pray for the wisdom to be able to forgive myself.