[__ Praise __] “We broke him”

[Christ_empowered]

Ugh this a beauty for ashes type praise….
The mental health industry destroyed me deliberately as has happened to many other people. People openly taunt me with “dr xyz broke him,” etc. this happens to people who are able to survive psychiatry. Keep in mind I’ve only been hospitalized 2x in different private facilities. A brain scan at age 23…I’m 39 now…showed severe brain damage largely from too much psychiatric treatment. And so.,.

Now I’m labeled with schizophrenia. I’m finding that this is how psychiatric survivors are treated in the 21st century…


Labels pills if one is blessed with access to sufficient resources and such to avoid commitment then perhaps the experts will call it recovery.

I’m extremely blessed not just stuff…although I will say that having a modest safe reasonably comfortable lifestyle in my life is an act of extreme mercy on the part of Jesus Christ and my parents…

But in other ways too. And it’s becoming apparent that many hate me more now in Christ than they did while I was impoverished and in the world . I remember hearing a loud spitting noise not long after I moved in here and…
Yup when I finally got up the courage to check there was gross junk on my front door .

I am more than a conqueror in Christ Jesus.


HIV has been an issue for probably over 20 years now. Never been referred for treatment never offered treatment and…

Never got treatment. I’m healthy now praise God. Maybe that’s what the spitting was about? Ugh

Washed and made clean .

I dunno kinda rambling per usual. I don’t know if I’ll ever live somewhere else or if my past will ever stop being tossed in my face by those still in the world but..,

In this world you will have trouble but be of good cheer for I have overcome the world …

His voice His words matter. The sheep know His voice…

Today was calm and quiet and peaceful ….

Mercy. Dad is handling cancer well. His is treatable. Treatment options have improved and the quality of available care in our area is surprisingly good . I pray for my parents salvation….

Redemption. I’m not able to go out much without being reminded of my past and the lies attached to me old and new …

Such is life for some Christians. I pray to become more Jesus Christ less me, in general but especially while being taunted and etc after recently being made whole…
Flawed and imperfect etc but whole nonetheless.

I was broken and destroyed by sin Satan self death and the world . My particular story involved a lot of people who claim to help deceiving and destroying…

And now I’ve been made whole.

 

[Christ_empowered]

Taunts…mostly fueled with psych labels …continue. One big letdown? The labels add up. It’s now personality disorder and drugs and schizophrenia and too much electroshock all together. Naive as this may sound I thought maybe I’d just be considered schizophrenic lol but no…

I read on a ministry for people with psych histories that this happens and it’s a form of spiritual warfare. God washes us and makes us clean . The world powered by Satan responds with lies and past labels and more lies and…

Yup happens. I’m comforted knowing that once again the Bible is true and real world experiences show me so..


Nothing has happened or is happening or will happen to me that isn’t common to mankind and God will provide a way to bear up under it.

I’m nearly 40! I don’t feel old or Eve truly middle aged just yet. A friend…she gets Botox.. was going on and on about how great my skin is now and…? His work His mercy. I had bad premature aging complete with blood work indicating the beginnings of internal premature aging as early as my late teens! Eek but no longer praise God!

It’s weird. The blood work I mentioned…elevated homocysteine age 17…correlates with what we consider mental illness. It’s an oxidative stress thing…

And now by His grace I’ve been loading up on b vitamins and antioxidants for 13 years waiting on a miracle or at least…major divine intervention…

And now I’m healthy and my mental state is vastly improving and…

The world focuses on the alphabet soup of psych labels some from over 20 years ago. Ugh not fun but…
Yet again: this is apparently how the world works.

 

[KV-44-v1]

God is not the Author of confusion.
Fallible humans come up with so many confusing ways for confusing things, more and more confusion.
like the big lie "many roads lead to God" , which is confusing and Provably False. only ONE real Way, Jesus.
even more confusion with the rise of Alphabet Pronounists, and other type of sxual humanists.

stay CLEAR and Free in God's Word!