Well my friend, I have given you some simple plain truth. I would not be surprised if the devil read these posts he'd get saved. I'd like my two frinds Edward and Mike to jump in and give you information that I've not thought of or just plain ignorant. Those two are anointed in explaining God's Word. I respect them highly.
I can't believe the turn this thread has took since I checked in! Praise the Lord, the Holy Spirit is obviously at work here.
It seems to me that Aardverk has never lost all of his faith, or that the Holy Spirit has never left him. I mean, he thought he lost his faith, but continues to be drawn to God and the seeking of the truth here on the Christian board. There's your proof sir. That's a fact also. I don't mean to be presumptuous but think about it...you tell yourself that you have no faith, but here you are. Why is that do you think. Could it be that deep down inside that you do feel it, but the thoughts arise that say you don't? I think this could be.
I didn't think I had any faith at first, but deep down I realized that I did. Not only that, I had enough to know how it works...that there's a war in the mind for control. Voices. Some are mine, some are...others. There seem to be three. Mine, God (or conscience, if you will), and Satan. Some reckon them to be cartoonish, a little angel and a little devil. But they're real and scripture speaks of it, Paul spoke of the war within my mind.
I believe that if God were not real, or had given up in Ardverk, he would no longer have this 'conscience' and drive for facts and truth. There is the proof of his faith that God has sown within him. Believe
THAT and run with it. The way I do it is to put the ball in the Lords court...I pray...Lord, I put my faith and trust in you...here I am Lord. Send me your Holy Spirit and reveal to me the truth as you promised...I do not want to die in judgment Lord. I am nothing and am as a lost little child, and will die without you...help me.
This is how it works. It's all about faith. Laying it at Jesus feet and trusting Him. He has never let me down. He always keeps His promises. He wants us to put our faith into Him. Blessed are those who have not seen, yet believed. God is wonderfully patient with us (me!). He knows it's hard for us. He will not put on us more than we can bear. I also helped to prove the Lord is real through paying tithes. It says in scripture that this is the only way that we can test Him...so in (un-belief) I paid tithes to see what would happen...The Lord honored his promise and did not let me down in doing this, childlike though it was...another step, a little more faith.
Lord give me something to believe in, reveal yourself to me...His Spirit bears witness with our spirit and gives us truth from within. Not anything that we can take to the laboratory and prove by scientific testing, but personal proof nonetheless. Inwardly, I have my proof. Other Christians will attest to this, no doubt. We're in the age of grace and faith. If God would let himself be scientifically proven, it would destroy His plan of us taking Him on faith.
When we read, we input information. Then we
sleep on it. Our mind and spirit digests it, and then...it becomes
knowledge. It is the same way with reading the Word. The Word is the seed. Then the Holy Spirit bears witness with our spirit and...faith and knowledge comes from it. Put the ball in the Lords court. He wants you too. Lay this at Jesus feet in prayer, and occupy, wait. Meditate on this and listen closely for the Spirit of God to speak to your heart.