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[__ Prayer __] A PRAISE report....

I went to see my probation officer yesterday. The PO who had been assigned to my case is no longer working there. Well...I didn't meet my new PO; he wasn't in that day (weird), but a nice lady handled the appointment. I was in and out fairly quickly. Only downside: I've been scheduled for another meeting in 2 months, not the 3 months I'd been scheduled for before (misdemeanor, praise God).

Also, a prayer request. At the probation place, everybody waits to be called by his officer in the auditorium of what was once a high school. The people (mostly men, predictably) who were in the auditorium were kinda...scary. And kinda gross, too; one man was wearing a white t shirt with a huge hole in it, and he looked un-bathed. I don't like waiting in the auditorium, because there's so much obvious poverty and desperation, not to mention...well, from what I can observe and overhear, its difficult for a lot of people to straighten out.

So...I ask that you pray for the other people on probation+parole, and the officers handling the cases. Crime plays out on an individual level, but its really a social problem. Poverty, frustration, mental illness, drug abuse, bad family dynamics, bad community dynamics, etc....these things all contribute to crime. Then, once someone has been in the system, the system doesn't want to let them go, especially if they get a Felony. God saw fit to spare me the Felony I was initially charged with, but...I came close to having the "F" on my record. To be a felon is to be made into a part of the underclass, at least for most people.

So...I guess I"m saying...for me, not repeating my mistakes+criminal behavior has been made a lot easier because of Christ. Plus, there's other variables involved....I have good people who take care of me, I get proper treatment for my mental illness, I had an attorney, so I didn't get slammed...on and on it goes. No Christian should judge, and I'm not in any position to judge the men I saw yesterday, but...

...its sad. And I know how the system tends to pull people back in. Its how secular society works, and as all Christians know...the world we live in is largely controlled by the evil one and his values. Plus, anti-social behavior is actually valued, praised, and reinforced while men are in jail and/or prison. Its...well, its a massive waste of human life and public money that could be better spent doing more constructive things.

I've rambled (as usual). I thank you all for your ongoing prayers for my family+me, and I ask that your pray now for people who have made mistakes and who often find themselves labeled and trapped in a cycle of poverty+criminal behavior.

Thanks. :)
 
Hi CE

Really enjoyed reading this, you really an inspiration. By you sharing your testimony to people, you give them hope.
You have become such a smart and mature individual. Now when things are not going your way, you read this article and you will realize how blessed you are.
 
thanks, everyone.

Its...crazy. To know that I've been spared so much + forgiven of all my sins (that's the big one, of course). That my people have forgiven me and we're moving forward as a family.

Plus, the brain damage seems to be....well....far less of an issue. Maybe even a non-issue. I do have the mental...affliction....some say hardcore Bipolar I; some say moody Schizophrenia. Its a toss up, I suppose. But, anyway....mental illness is treatable, and I respond well to what I think is fairly standard treatment of my set of problems. Severe brain damage? Usually there's not a whole lot of hope...and my brain was scrambled and fried (I've had brain scans). The Lord is good to His children, and He has seen fit to bless me with things that...well, things I definitely wanted. Maybe I needed? I dunno.

I'm rambling. Those dudes at the Probation Office looked like deviants. That's one thing that makes me so angry about the criminal justice system...I think they teach people who make mistakes how to be hardcore criminals. Fortunately, it seems that the ideology is swinging from tough on crime to rehabilitation, albeit slowly. To be fair...some people cannot be rehabilitated. Plus, the crime rate has fallen a bit already, so I think the state has more leeway to emphasize rehabilitation again. And...these things seem to move in cycles, over the course of decades.


I Praise God (!!!!!!!) for His work in my life+my parents' lives. He's brought the whole family a long way, fairly quickly. I just think...well, sometimes I think about people who get stuck in the criminal justice system, people who are trapped in abject poverty with nobody to help them, people whose health problems linger, burnouts who stay burned out, and....

...all I can do is pray, at least right now. Its crazy...the world is so judgmental and cruel. Before I got saved, I thought Christians were the intolerant, judgmental, cruel people. I was clearly mistaken, lol. Not that any of us are perfect, but...the "Holy Roller" Pentecostals were the only people who were there for me when I was down and out. They turned out to be genuinely tolerant...a mix of pity and genuine compassion...I got a helping hand when I needed it the most. Now, I'm a Christian, and I see people destroyed by sin, satan, self, and the world...and...

...for once, I care. Not a whole lot I can do besides pray, but I care, and that's all Christ's work in my heart+life.

Done rambling (for now...). Thanks for the prayers+replies. :)
 
You know, the way you write is so articulate that you wouldn't know you were abused with electro shock and stuff. God is good!
Its...crazy. To know that I've been spared so much + forgiven of all my sins (that's the big one, of course). That my people have forgiven me and we're moving forward as a family.

Plus, the brain damage seems to be....well....far less of an issue. Maybe even a non-issue.
A testimony that God can heal all and use all to his glory!
 
Amen! You have an *awesome* testimony. I know what the neighbors are saying hurts and scares you, but you have to remember that you are so strong! I feel in my heart that you are going to mature in your faith and be an amazing man of God.
 
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