Orion said:
I realize that you are 100% certain of God, and that rests upon your faith.
Well, as I presented, I cant take credit for it because without His Spirit I would have no faith. It all comes back to Him.
I hope you can see my truthfullness in saying that faith that God IS, . . . . and IS what the Bible STATES about God, . . . is where I can't be 100%.
No, I understood
I appreciate your point of view and your thoughts. I didnt mean to make it sound otherwise.
As for what "evidence", . . . it would be that which is beyond the natural, of course, . . . not someone else "telling me what God is saying to me", or my "evidence" being my ability to accept it all on pure faith and have the "relationship with God through Bible study and prayer/meditation". Something that I would be unable to dismiss. . . . and God COULD do that.
I think He deals with each of us individually. What might work with me, may not with you. So how He ends up 'proving' Himself to you is likely to be entirely different than He did with someone else.
My own view is, based on my own experiences and those Ive noticed with others, is that is wasnt that we were short of faith, its that we didnt really know how much we did actually believe until we were tested and could see the results.
With me it took nearly dying before I realized how much I did actually believe in Him.
He gives us faith and He cultivates that faith where we are seeking for it to be cultivated.
He cannot deny Himself, nor can His Spirit, so we know that the doubt comes from our carnal nature, so the trick rejecting what the carnal nature would tell us. Many times thats pretty hard to do, I understand, but when that testing has happened you suddenly realize that the Spirit endwelling you KNEW things that your carnal nature didnt.
To some this ends up seeming like 'blind faith', but I assure you it isnt. Its simply realizing that our carnal minds are VERY limited and seek to overpower that which is spiritual. When we are tested like Peter was and we have run the course, we are able to understand our carnal mind and its games much better and not pay so much attention to the things it would have us believe (ie doubt, fear, etc).
Im sorry if this doesnt make much sense. Its not easy for me to put concepts into words a lot of times.
You said, "God doesnt have to PROVE anything to us in the way WE demand. Nor do His ways have to be 'logical' to our senses..." Why not? Why all the "cloke and dagger"? Why all the "mystery"? I'm not "demanding" anything, . . . just NEED something more than a pastor telling me that it is true.
Well, from my understanding of Gods word man has simply cause a separation from God of sorts (thus deserving death). We brought that on ourselves with our sinfulness.
Based on my studies I believe that God has 'hidden' Himself in a manner of speaking, and wants man to come looking FOR Him.
He gives us a piece of Himself, His Spirit, and then wants us to 'find' Him (for lack of a better word).
Jeremiah says;
And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
(Jer 29:13 KJV)
God loves us, Orion.
And my honest opinion is that He wants us to love Him. So much so that given a direction that we will seek out our Creator.
Its not a game or anything, its just that as a race we've chosen evil...we've searched evil out and embraced it. Cant we give at least that much in search of our Lord ?
Is this making any sense ?
Just another man, with flaws intact, . . .as has been the case for millenia, . . . expressing what others "should believe". The thing is, real PROOF would not be wrong for God to do so. If there was just ONE person who would benefit from it, . . . why wouldn't God step in and make himself real to that ONE person, if he cares about them? The shephard left the 99 and came to fine the one, . . . and don't you know that he had to play a significant role in getting that ONE sheep back, whether by prodding or actually picking it up and carrying it.
I understand.
And He came and picked up that one sheep (you) when He drew you to repentance and His Spirit endwelled you.
But you want MORE of Him very apparently,as we all have and do.
Jesus said....
If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent? Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion? If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?
(Luk 11:11-13 KJV)
Just ask. And ask again. And again. And keep asking until He responds.
Remember Jeremiah;
And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
(Jer 29:13 KJV)
God bless you Orion. Dont give up or get discouraged. This is a long path we are on.