PrimFinallyFoundGod!
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I'm not sure if that's what this is. Or if this is normal and most people who drink just build up a tolerance because they drink like it is water hahaha no offense XD
But basically. I get drunk a lot faster than anyone else. Half a glass of wine, one shot, half a bottle of beer, half a gin/lemonade etc.. incredibly "small" amounts when compared to how others drink. I become intoxicated, staggering around, not thinking straight, slurred speech etc..
When I "misuse" alcohol I drink in this way. I don't drink bottles and bottles of vodka. I don't need to. And my motivation for drinking is always just to get drunk and forget my worries much like my opiate abuse. So it is still misuse.
The thing is. The drunkenness only lasts about an hour or two then the hangover begins. The headache and feeling sick.
Other people my age drink all night partying and don't get hungover til the next day.
I think I'd get alcohol poisoning if I tried!
I mean. I'm thankful. Imagine if I wasn't this sensitive. With my impulsivity and abuse I'd surely be drinking bottles of vodka to get the same effect and would destroy my liver very severely and quickly. I suppose I just find this confusing?
I'm not a "new" drinker. I have abused alcohol in this way since I was only 13 years old. I don't drink everyday. Not even weekly.
So either.. I'm alcohol intolerant OR this is actually normal but most people binge drink and increase their tolerance a ridiculous amount... which is incredibly sad if that's true.
BTW I understand my reckless behaviours are both sinful and worrying. I am in the process of getting help. They are suspecting BPD or some kind of psychosis but we will see. My behaviour is not good, normal or light hearted by any means.
But basically. I get drunk a lot faster than anyone else. Half a glass of wine, one shot, half a bottle of beer, half a gin/lemonade etc.. incredibly "small" amounts when compared to how others drink. I become intoxicated, staggering around, not thinking straight, slurred speech etc..
When I "misuse" alcohol I drink in this way. I don't drink bottles and bottles of vodka. I don't need to. And my motivation for drinking is always just to get drunk and forget my worries much like my opiate abuse. So it is still misuse.
The thing is. The drunkenness only lasts about an hour or two then the hangover begins. The headache and feeling sick.
Other people my age drink all night partying and don't get hungover til the next day.
I think I'd get alcohol poisoning if I tried!
I mean. I'm thankful. Imagine if I wasn't this sensitive. With my impulsivity and abuse I'd surely be drinking bottles of vodka to get the same effect and would destroy my liver very severely and quickly. I suppose I just find this confusing?
I'm not a "new" drinker. I have abused alcohol in this way since I was only 13 years old. I don't drink everyday. Not even weekly.
So either.. I'm alcohol intolerant OR this is actually normal but most people binge drink and increase their tolerance a ridiculous amount... which is incredibly sad if that's true.
BTW I understand my reckless behaviours are both sinful and worrying. I am in the process of getting help. They are suspecting BPD or some kind of psychosis but we will see. My behaviour is not good, normal or light hearted by any means.