Christ_empowered
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I dunno ?
I’m blessed beyond measure. I also keep to myself and don’t mind anyone else’s business. The most interaction I have with most people in my nice modest complex is offering up a brief wave and cordial smile ?. That’s how I think I need to do things.
So someone banged on my door at 4:30 am or so. It wasn’t really a big deal in my life but…?
Things have gone missing from my place that are definitely not from being misplaced or lent to anyone. A pair of prescription eye glasses ? one shoe out of a new pair supplements and Christmas decorations and…
Not a huge deal I suppose lol ? but the effect is that I feel somewhat uncomfortable sometimes unsafe.
People have thrown things at the exterior walls of my bedrooms. Only one time did I get to see what it was…a newspaper ?️ still in the plastic wrap.
So I’m not so much throwing a pity party ? as I am frustrated and a bit concerned. This is where I live and this is a nice modest perfectly me sized place…I even have a view! And plants ?!
I don’t live luxuriously. I don’t live a life marked by drugs and or drinking.
I’m getting better about turning to Jesus Christ directly in prayer ? btw. That’s His work in my life. I do appreciate other believers and I’m posting this in part because I’m kind of looking ? for tips and advice along with spiritual guidance and support.
I tend to over analyze when stressed. I’m not super stressed now so the over analyzing is minimal but…
I do wonder why everything I have everything I wear everything I do…in my own space no less…
Is somehow other people’s business? And then I wonder ? is it prideful to think and feel that way or do Christians have a right to expect privacy and is there a place for acceptable indignation at attempts at control and oppression? I dunno ?
I have a security system. I have cameras in my place not outside of it.
Ok
so yes I’m here yet again in the prayer ? section. And also I’d appreciate some helpful advice on what to do? This place has a company that acts as HOA, but it seems to be deliberately hands off, especially when dealing with owner vs owner problems (some places are occupied by renters).
And now…finished lol ? thanks for reading ?

I’m blessed beyond measure. I also keep to myself and don’t mind anyone else’s business. The most interaction I have with most people in my nice modest complex is offering up a brief wave and cordial smile ?. That’s how I think I need to do things.
So someone banged on my door at 4:30 am or so. It wasn’t really a big deal in my life but…?
Things have gone missing from my place that are definitely not from being misplaced or lent to anyone. A pair of prescription eye glasses ? one shoe out of a new pair supplements and Christmas decorations and…
Not a huge deal I suppose lol ? but the effect is that I feel somewhat uncomfortable sometimes unsafe.
People have thrown things at the exterior walls of my bedrooms. Only one time did I get to see what it was…a newspaper ?️ still in the plastic wrap.
So I’m not so much throwing a pity party ? as I am frustrated and a bit concerned. This is where I live and this is a nice modest perfectly me sized place…I even have a view! And plants ?!
I don’t live luxuriously. I don’t live a life marked by drugs and or drinking.
I’m getting better about turning to Jesus Christ directly in prayer ? btw. That’s His work in my life. I do appreciate other believers and I’m posting this in part because I’m kind of looking ? for tips and advice along with spiritual guidance and support.
I tend to over analyze when stressed. I’m not super stressed now so the over analyzing is minimal but…
I do wonder why everything I have everything I wear everything I do…in my own space no less…
Is somehow other people’s business? And then I wonder ? is it prideful to think and feel that way or do Christians have a right to expect privacy and is there a place for acceptable indignation at attempts at control and oppression? I dunno ?

I have a security system. I have cameras in my place not outside of it.
Ok

And now…finished lol ? thanks for reading ?