[__ Prayer __] Blessings and also junk

[Christ_empowered]

The Lord has seen fit to move mightily in my life. I am increasingly thankful ?.

The junk that happens around me is…not fun ? at all to deal with and it’s honestly rather unnerving because a lot of what I’ve heard is straight up untrue as lot of it seems to be at best exaggerated versions of my shady past…

But the two are not equal. God is merciful. I really am reconciled to my parents and surprisingly healthy and lucid and…

These things are actually happening. Today someone in a store called me a gold digger and said I got too old. This has happened before. I think ? one reason I was given a plea deal in my criminal case…from felony to serious misdemeanor…instead of the state hospital ? is because of junk like that…

My psych records were filled with inaccurate information and that’s probably a reflection of the community. I dunno ?‍

It’s scary at times to be a mental patient in modern society. Lots of people think they have a right to control me but…?

I dunno ? in Christ I’m moving forward better and starting to get it better I guess…the bigger picture.

Thanks ?