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Thank you im starting to calm down Sometimes it's just nice to hear others verify what we know. Even if im having doubts in my mind will he still know i truly believe in him? I know he's been healing me but I told my mom in a way he has and I started to think that that's an unforgviable sin, and it shouldve been between me and him (I did this mainly out of impulse cause she's Mormon as her whole side is and I'm worried), even though I've seen many testimonies of people saying how our Lord has done things to them. The second I told my mom I started doubting myself but my whole life I've done that so I think its just something i need to get over. I think ill keep it between me and him just for the psychological aspect of it. Maybe once I get over that part ill be able to share. Thank you once again i appreciate the kind words you literally brought tears of joy to my eyesIt sounds as though you are experiencing anxiety attacks, brought on by your body's response to withdrawal. You've been to see a doctor, so you know you aren't suffering a heart attack. Some anxiety attacks can mimic a heart attack. Withdrawal can produce anxiety in its own ways.
You are reading your Bible and praying. This is a great step, Boyce! Now, firmly believe that our Lord will not abandon you, and know that the pain, discomfort and anxiety are NOT forms of punishment from our Lord. (You already know this) Continue to read & study your Bible, and continue to pray. You are taking control of your body, after allowing spice to dictate matters, and it's not going to be an easy transition. But being clean is sooooo worth whatever comes your way. Our Lord loves you dearly. And for whatever it's worth, I am so thankful you have chosen to be clean. You are amazing!
For the times when the anxiety attacks are the strongest, read or recall to mind your favorite passage(s) of Scripture, and slowly speak it aloud. Offer this up in thanksgiving to our Lord, that His word provides you with strength and conviction. Then, slowly, repeat several times until you find yourself calming. You will find calm and relief. Our Lord truly does answer our prayers.
To your prayers, I add my own. And please let us here know your progression. We're here for you
Im feeling better now but ill definitely remember what you've told me. Thanks for the advice Also am I replying to comments right? I want to make sure your getting my replies. I just click reply right?Hi Boyce.. do you have a sandwich size paper bag handy? Good now take that paper bag and start blowing into it like you were going to pop it Wait!! don't pop it! just blow into it then inhale the air you blew into it then keep repeating this in and out breathing without removing your mouth from that paper bag.. the carbon dioxide acts as a tranquilizer.. :yes
Praying for you Boyce
tob
P.S. don't forget to take the bag away from your mouth when you feel better..
Thank you im starting to calm down Sometimes it's just nice to hear others verify what we know. Even if im having doubts in my mind will he still know i truly believe in him? I know he's been healing me but I told my mom in a way he has and I started to think that that's an unforgviable sin, and it shouldve been between me and him (I did this mainly out of impulse cause she's Mormon as her whole side is and I'm worried), even though I've seen many testimonies of people saying how our Lord has done things to them. The second I told my mom I started doubting myself but my whole life I've done that so I think its just something i need to get over. I think ill keep it between me and him just for the psychological aspect of it. Maybe once I get over that part ill be able to share. Thank you once again i appreciate the kind words you literally brought tears of joy to my eyes
I've been clean off spice for around 10 days after 4 years of use and now im having bad chest pain on the left side, fast heart rate and anxiety... I've been to the Dr but oonce i leave it starts again. I've been reading the bible and praying just don't know what else to do.
It was so bad one night i had my mom take me to the emergency room and they hooked me up to a ECG and took a chest x-ray. Everything stopped when I was at the ER to so i know its all in my head. My mom got me a gym pass to so I won't be avoiding things that bring up my heart rate and anxiety. I can read parts from the bible that bring comfort to me, that will bring my anxiety down after working out. Also thank you all for your prayers last night!! It was the first night I slept without waking up in weeksCongratulations on getting off the drug.
Like the others said, what you are experiencing may be some sort of panic or anxiety attack as a result of the withdrawal putting some stress on you. It seems artificial cannabis is a lot harder to get off than "natural" marijuana because it's a very different substance.
If you haven't already, get a physical check-up just so you know it's "only in your head".
If the doctor checked your heart and found nothing wrong with it there is probably nothing wrong. It's highly unlikely that you started having some serious heart conditions *just now* that has never been noticed before.
So relax as good as you can and try to live as normal as possible. Don't avoid things that raise your heart rate (like climbing stairs or so) because avoidance behaviour would be the path into a loooong anxiety disorder that'll make you see shrinks. Just look at it as a part of your body cleaning itself.
Good luck.
Wow glad to hear your brother is ok I've had a few close calls with spice to where I thought I was dying and had the paramedics called. Yet I still went back on the drug... Thanks for the link to ill check it out. I went to the ER one night and they took a chest x-ray and hooked me up to a ECG so i know its all in my head.Glad to hear that your still alive. K2 is a pretty unforgiving drug. A young kid in our community just got taken off life support because he was a vegetable. About a month ago, my brother jumped out of his second story apartment and landed on his head because of his hallucinations while on Spice. He's lucky to be alive. So are you... I'm sure you've got parents that love you and you don't have any idea the hell your putting them through. But I don't know because not every family has loving parents.
The Anxiety and low self esteem is par for the course when getting clean and you'll need to work through that. Get into a group that will help you stay clean and don't start taking another drug like pot or alcohol. That's just moving your addiction from one substance to another.
As far as the chest pains, it may simply be your lungs healing. Kind of like a scab that itches. When you were doing spice, it numbed your lungs. You couldn't feel the damage. Now that your clean, you can feel the damage as it heals. Best bet, get a chest x-ray.
Here is a link for some audio's you might find of interest. I know this guy, he's pretty cool. He's an ex addict and now has his masters... so he's smart. He knows what he's talking about.
You can tag up with him of facebook too.
http://serenityhelp.com/rajh-lectures-audio/
Good luck friend.
Good for you.I've been clean off spice for around 10 days after 4 years of use and now im having bad chest pain on the left side, fast heart rate and anxiety... I've been to the Dr but oonce i leave it starts again. I've been reading the bible and praying just don't know what else to do.
Sorry i forgot to reply. I got a email once i woke up saying you replied but I spaced it as the day went on, yes I know how that sounds but its been rough this last week. Anyway I've been ok unless I start thinking about my family who aren't religious. Or others who were Mormon and are now burning in hell for eternity... yes i know they made that choice but I don't care. Burning in hell for eternity is to much for me to handle. What about when my parents go? Or my grandpa who's recovering from lung cancer for the second time?? Am I just suppose to keep strutting along with my head held high??