[__ Prayer __] Early am taunting

[Christ_empowered]

1 2 and 3 am. Fun ? lol ?

I think ? I handled it ok

I dunno ?‍ I think ? yes there’s an element of stigma mixed with spiritual warfare…

A lot of it seems to be that I’ve expunged arrests from way back and got a serious misdemeanor and probation for charges that initially were going to be a felony carrying 15 years. But…

God is Good and merciful. My no problem is…

The plea deal happened 10 years ago and I’ve been off of probation over 6 years now. The previous arrests were expunged in large part because we do have something of a democracy and scenes were staged police brutality etc etc etc. moving on…

Im frustrated and also wondering ? if I will be able to do much of anything. The mental health people of course were part of the problem…

It’s just social control so it stands to reason that they don’t put up with me either. Lol ?

Frustration eek ? but ok

Oppression. Blah ?

Please pray ? replies are appreciated ?

 

[Tessa]

Praying that you fond a way to sleep through it CE. Have you trued ear plugs or muffs?

 

[Christ_empowered]

Good call

 

[Christ_empowered]

More taunting. Woke up at a decent hour made coffee ️ opened my blinds and saw…

A cop ?‍ but he didn’t come to my door ? so…ok…

Weird modest nice neighborhood low crime area…

I dunno ?‍

 

[Christ_empowered]

People are openly talking about having my vehicle repossessed and saying I have a conservator and…

Ugh ? frustrating. Parents own my life basically lol ? I’m blessed and thankful ?. Not living large but more comfortably than I can claim to deserve or anything.

Yet again…

It’s the unnerving creepy aspect of all this that gets to me. I’m in a small city ?️ near my parents small town. Even their small town is growing. I grew up in this general area but I’m almost 39 now and I keep a low profile and…

Ugh ? happened at a gas station today. Just paying for gas and…snark inside then the repo comments at the pump from different people.

Once I was at a red light ? and some woman got out of her vehicle and took a picture of my license plate. When the vehicle drove off I saw the tag was out of state…

Again the unnerving creepy factor was very high lol ?

Thanks ?

 

[Tessa]

Try and think of something nice CE.
I've been meaning to ask you do your parents still have the little dogs? Was it 2?
Blessings

 

[Christ_empowered]

Yes!

They love me. It’s heartwarming.,,

 

[Tessa]

They love you because you were so kind to them right from the beginning.nong and you showed them love.
God Bless You

 

[Christ_empowered]

It occurs to me that I have so much stigma attached to me and no real way to escape it here on earth ? and yet..,

Jesus Christ has seen fit to spare me save me and now bring deliverance in my life here in this world ?️…

so rejoice and be glad ?

Even though in the flesh I’m not too happy about the social rejection lol ?