Not being unfamiliar with dispensational teaching living, it for about 30 years of my adult live... My study Bible was Scofield. .
My spirit kept going to the Cross despite the study ... This dispensational teaching does not hold the Cross. as in "if I be lifted up i will draw all men to me.".
I see the Cross of Christ as the center of God's history... the center of all ... All the OT points to the Cross ... We can find Jesus on just about every page.. This sacrifice and that sacrifice over and over... instead of looking to the Son of God our Salvation our Sacrifice ,,, we look to a supposed time of some kind of earthly rule...
We skip the verses telling us the kingdom is within...we skip the Kingdom being righteous peace and Joy in the Holy Ghost as the Bible clearly states.. We want to rule some mans idea of kingdom..... the Scriptures tell us we 'reign in life by one, Jesus Christ.'
We do not believe the Words of Jesus when He said 'this generation" we change it to fit what we want it to say...
everyone looks reads studies what ever from a stand point of some preconceived ideas ... We do our brains absorb stuff... we hear snippints of this or that we see movies ... hear our grandmothers.. just cause we are people we want things to fit nicely into our thoughts ..
A lesson learned on the scriptures, about 20 years ago, was when i found God's covenant with Abraham was conditional .
Gen 26:4 And I will make thy seed to multiply as the stars of heaven, and will give unto thy seed all these countries; and in thy seed shall all the nations of the earth be blessed;
Gen 26:5 Because that Abraham obeyed my voice, and kept my charge, my commandments, my statutes, and my laws.
Lev 26:40 If they shall confess their iniquity, and the iniquity of their fathers, with their trespass which they trespassed against me, and that also they have walked contrary unto me;
Lev 26:41 And that I also have walked contrary unto them, and have brought them into the land of their enemies; if then their uncircumcised hearts be humbled, and they then accept of the punishment of their iniquity:
Deu 7:12 Wherefore it shall come to pass, if ye hearken to these judgments, and keep, and do them, that the LORD thy God shall keep unto thee the covenant and the mercy which he sware unto thy fathers:
Sorta like we might tell our kid ... Yes i will buy you a car... that is all the kid hears DAD IS GOING TO BUY ME A CAR... the forgotten conditions are good grades no drugs ... being respectful ...