God is greater then our doubt. After Jesus rebuked Peter's doubt, they still walked back to the boat. And one other time a man asked for Jesus to heal his son who was possessed by a demon. The man said if you can do anything have pity on us. Jesus replied that "If I can? All things are possible for those who believe." The man replied that he believes, and asked Jesus to help him with his unbelief.
God can prove our doubt wrong just as he did by showing Jesus to Thomas who doubted the other disciple's account by even letting Thomas feel the holes in Jesus' hands and his side. But sometimes our doubts are justified. Out of experience with family being taken advantage of, I have some skepticism to those who say they can heal, speak on God's behalf, or promise on their authority of being Christian and therefore trustworthy. These doubts have grown from family history, and from stories of people being taken advantage from. I do believe God can heal, and I also believe God talks to people today, but I am hesitant to say I believe or trust them to be right or wrong before I see otherwise.
I'll show you how I had help removing my doubts. I keep the principle that God's Word is truth. I also don't consider other people's "Bad" Experiences. I am sorry to hear you family had been taken advantage of.
Healing understanding example:
You say you have skepticism to those who say they can heal, let's use this for example. You are in the same boat, millions of other believers are in. I am not in that boat, and I suggest you get out of that boat, because you don't have to stay there.
He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.
(Mar 16:16)
And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover.
(Mar 16:17-18)
Read the scriptures please.
You say you have skepticism to those who say they can heal, but let's examine that statement according to the Written Word.
1) Do you believe in Jesus, and have you ever been baptized?
2) Do you believe in the name of Jesus, the Name above all Names?
Now if you qualify for step 1 and 2, you qualify for step 3.
3) Do you believe signs will follow you in Jesus name to lay hands on the sick so they recover?
So, if you say you have skepticism about those that say they can heal the sick, then according to scriptures your really saying you personally have skepticism in yourself, despite the fact you qualify to Lay hands on the sick, and know they will recover. You know they will recover, because Jesus said they would recover. Real simple stuff.
Any doubt about this, means you don't believe what Jesus said about
YOU.
You can't believe step 1 and 2, and skip step 3. That don't even make sense, but Millions do. So, your really going to have to decide if you want to be in that same boat with everyone else, or you going to step out of the boat, onto the Water, and be willing to fail and be corrected. The disciples were corrected a whole lot, and Peter was a handful. Look where they ended up though, even Peter's shadow touching someone was enough to get them Healed. The same Peter who denied knowing Jesus, matured into a awesome weapon for God. Peter was willing to get out of the boat though, and get on the water.
So, if you take the attitude I did about the Word of God, then you never deal with doubt, because you know it's true. That don't mean you will experience it right away, but when I saw what Jesus said about laying hands on the sick, it made me wonder for a long while. Can I really do that? It must be true, Jesus said it was true.
Should I try it? Will it work? See, those doubts still were there, but I also been told God does not always heal, and Miracles have passed away, so I was dealing with what other people had told me, despite what Jesus said.
Then it occurred to me all those people were not doing what Jesus said anyway, How the heck they know?
So, I wrote down that scripture, and every day during my prayer time I would hold my hands up, and say these hands are commissioned by Jesus to heal the sick, If I lay hands on someone, they always recover, as Jesus never lied. I believe in the name of Jesus, I am saved, born again, and have the Name above all names. I meditated on this, for about a year.
One day in a prayer circle, a new guy joined us. While someone was praying the Lord spoke to me, "
Walk over and tell his neck and back to be healed."
What if nothing is wrong with his back or neck?
What if there is, and I look stupid if He don't get healed?
We all have to deal with these doubts, but doubts are not good, as the pull the opposite of the blessing of the Lord.
What if.
What if.
What if.
However, I had been meditating on Mark 16 for awhile, and those thoughts just flew by and left. I asked the group If I could interrupt for a moment, they said yes, and I walked over to this guy and said, "
Neck and back, be healed and made right in the name of Jesus."
Healed instantly, that easy. It scared the guy, His first time in prayer, and he was not even saved yet. It took him a month to come back and join us, He thought I was some seer or something. He did give his testimony and life to Jesus though.
Now, there is more to healing than that, but just believing the basic as being true, no doubting, then the next step is to walk in it.
Or, stay in the boat with the rest of the believers, no power, and very limited in How God can use you.
Blessings, thank you for responding.
Mike.