Christ_empowered
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10 years ago, after having spent entirely too much money and making mediocre grades at school, I OD'd on downers (ativan and such) and woke up in a hospital. I'd turned violent and the police were called, then I was taken to a private, for profit mental hospital. I didn't know it then, but I'd been heavily shocked, too.
Anyway...I thought my parents would never forgive me. I just hugged my mother, maybe 5 minutes ago, and it wasn't forced or awkward. We had a good conversation about changes in how people interact, socially (she's in the social sciences, so I like to hear what she has to say) and stuff like that.
This is...God's beautiful work in our lives, mine in particular. Right after the hospital, shock, all that, there was a icey gap between me and my parents that's only recently thawed and closed, and onlly because of Christ's work in our lives. I always think, at some level, that I'm saved, they're not, but...God's working in and through and with them, too...I just haven't been paying attention .
So..yeah...the first hug in 10 years. Oh, yeah...this initial hospital visit happened almost exactly 10 years ago, around may/june of '05. Crazy how Christ can change things, isn't it?
Anyway...I thought my parents would never forgive me. I just hugged my mother, maybe 5 minutes ago, and it wasn't forced or awkward. We had a good conversation about changes in how people interact, socially (she's in the social sciences, so I like to hear what she has to say) and stuff like that.
This is...God's beautiful work in our lives, mine in particular. Right after the hospital, shock, all that, there was a icey gap between me and my parents that's only recently thawed and closed, and onlly because of Christ's work in our lives. I always think, at some level, that I'm saved, they're not, but...God's working in and through and with them, too...I just haven't been paying attention .
So..yeah...the first hug in 10 years. Oh, yeah...this initial hospital visit happened almost exactly 10 years ago, around may/june of '05. Crazy how Christ can change things, isn't it?