Thank you very much everyone for the feedback, I really appreciate it. I guess when it comes to the idea of original sin I just don't understand the concept. Why must we pay for what Adam and Eve did? It just seems unfair that the rest of humanity pays for the mistake made by two people. I never asked to be born, it seems as if things were just fine before I existed, no pain..no suffering/seeing others suffer. Granted I still sometimes feel moments of happiness in my life, they just do not seem to outweigh all the bad things that happen...and not just bad things that happen to me, but I can't stand seeing other people sad/suffering. I just don't understand why God would not intervene and relieve that suffering, speaking metaphorically it is like those news stories you see where someone is laying dying in the street and no one even bothers to call 911. I think I really have lost faith in God and Jesus...It just doesn't make sense that if you fail in the classroom of life that you are to suffer for an eternity. What does our creator get out of seeing us suffer or be happy? I wouldn't punish a child for the rest of their life (or eternity) just because they made a few mistakes...it just seems heartless
Your right. It does seem heartless. Does not even fit the bill of love as far as that goes. The simple matter is that God is not 'punishing' those who do not believe. People who do not believe punish themselves.
God gave us, has given us, and is giving us all the information we need to make a rational decision that if we will just choose to follow His way, then in the end it is all going to work out for the best. But, if we continue to follow our own way, and our own desires, then things are going to wind up really bad for us. We are not 'paying' for what Adam and Eve did, we are just suffering the outcome of it. The same way a child of a parent suffers if the parent chooses to not work for a living and looses their place to sleep and eat.
So why did God not start over right after that? Great question. Why not just wipe out humanity and start over. Seems logical if I were God. Of course, chances are it would happen again....and again....and again....
See, unless He made robots, He will still have to work around the free will He has given man to either love Him or not. That is what His desire is. Just for us to love Him. But in order for us to love Him, He had to show us how much He loves us. How did He do that? He shows us how desperately wicked we are, then He shows us that even though we are that much against everything He is, He still came to earth and was beaten, punished, tormented, and even killed all to show us His love. He did not have to plan it that way....but He did.
God does not expect you to be 'good'. But rather He has given us the ability to be 'good' because of the sacrifice He made. Its hard to explain unless you are standing on the other side, but if I may, the view from over here is wonderful. I know that because Jesus Christ came and died for me, to show His love for me, so that I can live in newness of life, I can now worship and serve Him out of love. And when I stumble and 'miss the mark'(sin), I know He is right there reaching out to me, to pick me back up.
See, He is going to start over. He is going to wipe out all humanity. And then, we will be like Adam and Eve were. But instead of being 'tempted' and deceived, we will know just how much God loves us. Adam and Eve did not know that in the beginning. They did afterward though. One day, when/if you have kids you will understand. I have 3. When I tell them not to do something it is usually because it will hurt them. When they go ahead and do it they cry out in pain. Then, I will go to them, correct them, and then more often than not they will run to me and I will hold them in my arms.
What is so confusing to see is that with humanity, when we get 'hurt' by sin we commit or is committed against us, we do not run to God in a desire for Him to hold us, we run to Him and 'demand' Him to make it right, or to tell us why He 'allowed' it to happen. If instead we would just run to Him, ask Him to hold us, He will. I promise, He will. You may not understand, but you just have to trust that He is working a plan out even if you do not understand it. One day, you will. Do not make Christianity too complicated. But do not make it too simple either.