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Just a little vent post

And yes a few years ago a teen messaged me ,talking about I'm gonna end my life.i contacted Seattle pd and an admin of this site a retired cop went to visit him .I talked that boy into baker acting himself .

He has depression
 
Rip Mathew prestridge .come July of this year it will have been 12 years

Rip Travis Gonzalez,your demon took you to fast and I regret not hearing that you could have been a fine sgt. As could have prestridge both of you are fine soldiers .


I was trained to look for any warning sign .when you have dreams about men who took their lives and you couldn't stop them because they planned it and executed so quickly you are never the same .


Prestridge killed his self in the middle of drill after drinking and was drunk .he asked for a ride and he thanked foster and one other for the ride and pulled out a revolver and took his life. .
When I pass where that was at as the old cowboys told fot a decade after I think of him and I took a photo to remind me of it .

Whenever I take sr 70 and pass tractor supply I. Briefly think of him

So please respect that I see it different ly.
 
Rip Mathew prestridge .come July of this year it will have been 12 years

Rip Travis Gonzalez,your demon took you to fast and I regret not hearing that you could have been a fine sgt. As could have prestridge both of you are fine soldiers .


I was trained to look for any warning sign .when you have dreams about men who took their lives and you couldn't stop them because they planned it and executed so quickly you are never the same .


Prestridge killed his self in the middle of drill after drinking and was drunk .he asked for a ride and he thanked foster and one other for the ride and pulled out a revolver and took his life. .
When I pass where that was at as the old cowboys told fot a decade after I think of him and I took a photo to remind me of it .

Whenever I take sr 70 and pass tractor supply I. Briefly think of him

So please respect that I see it different ly.
Of course I respect it - I just didn't know.
I'm sorry you had to live through this Jason.
Really.
 
Abuse by aa definition.

One can't function without and you don't need to be drunk .

When she said abuse it .how does one abuse whine ? And not imply a problem .
You havent been in America in a few.

Buzzed driving .
Drink and get a buzz and get pulled over and it's gonna be a problem .in some states it's the same charge as a dui. Others it's simply being escorted home and car towed .
.back on that case is .002 to.008 legal limit for a DUI is .008

I think that is a bit much but I can see why because of studies .

I'm not American I'm not sure why you keep mentioning this
 
Ok, I'll take it down, LoL. Just trying to lighten the conversation a little. :)
Just feeling a bit low since yesterday. I missed my meds yesterday because I was too busy getting drunk so that prob doesn't help. I have another binge urge. I'm not really sure what to do. Ignore me lol maybe I should call the crisis line Idk I'm usually too scared to. I've been trying to cut ch nah I can't even say it. I've done bad compulsive stuff I think Im gonna call them
 
Just feeling a bit low since yesterday. I missed my meds yesterday because I was too busy getting drunk so that prob doesn't help. I have another binge urge. I'm not really sure what to do. Ignore me lol maybe I should call the crisis line Idk I'm usually too scared to. I've been trying to cut ch nah I can't even say it. I've done bad compulsive stuff I think Im gonna call them

Well then Jason has a relevant point, about the alcohol I mean. Meds and liquor is a bad combination, so I'd try and stick with just the meds, and every time you get the urge to drink a little something, use it as motivation to get healed so you are free to enjoy a glass of wine every once in awhile. But don't mess your body's chemical balance up too badly or it will tell your brain things are worse than they actually are.
 
Yeah I'm sorry. I'm like this sometimes. This is the trauma and inner turmoil that I'm trying to heal from and reason why Christianity has appealed so much. I obviously want a peaceful life. I'm talking through my issues and have a plan to find my way back again to being clean and composed, if I get any worse I'll have to go to psychiatric ward again. If any of you can pray for me that'd be great. I'm definitely going to be using my prayer journal tonight. I'm going to take my meds and try to relax now
 
Yeah I'm sorry. I'm like this sometimes. This is the trauma and inner turmoil that I'm trying to heal from and reason why Christianity has appealed so much. I obviously want a peaceful life. I'm talking through my issues and have a plan to find my way back again to being clean and composed, if I get any worse I'll have to go to psychiatric ward again. If any of you can pray for me that'd be great. I'm definitely going to be using my prayer journal tonight. I'm going to take my meds and try to relax now

I think we are praying for you. I know I am. And trust me, as bad as it seems, there have been people make it out to being whole (or largely whole) in Christ who have had things even worse than you have. I know one sister who was a victim of Satanic mind control and used by the Illuminati since the age of three. Tough woman.

I also know another sister who was sexually abused by her father from a very early age, and sometimes locked in a closet for days on end. They are following the path I am telling you to, and God is using them both. The second one receives prophetic dreams, and the first reaches a lot of people and helps them come out of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse), so if God can do that for them then He can do it for you.
 
I think we are praying for you. I know I am. And trust me, as bad as it seems, there have been people make it out to being whole (or largely whole) in Christ who have had things even worse than you have. I know one sister who was a victim of Satanic mind control and used by the Illuminati since the age of three. Tough woman.

I also know another sister who was sexually abused by her father from a very early age, and sometimes locked in a closet for days on end. They are following the path I am telling you to, and God is using them both. The second one receives prophetic dreams, and the first reaches a lot of people and helps them come out of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse), so if God can do that for them then He can do it for you.

Just understand. For many, it is the hardships of life that draw us to the Lord.

Always remember to see the Big Picture, Lol. :)
 
Hi 👋

Venting posts…yes please 🙏

A couple of responses…colleges sometimes rip people to shreds. I was one of those people. Ugh 😑

Meds and alcohol…not ideal sometimes dangerous. Especially with benzodiazepines.

Objectification of women is intense and the pseudo feminist veneer…objectification as liberation…makes it more dangerous and harmful I think.

Vent away! 😎
 
Hi 👋

Venting posts…yes please 🙏

A couple of responses…colleges sometimes rip people to shreds. I was one of those people. Ugh 😑

Meds and alcohol…not ideal sometimes dangerous. Especially with benzodiazepines.

Objectification of women is intense and the pseudo feminist veneer…objectification as liberation…makes it more dangerous and harmful I think.

Vent away! 😎
Hi thanks I agree with all of that. I shouldn't drink I know. I wanted to today amongst other things and although I did relapse with a couple things alcohol wasn't one of them today.

Yeah it's insane to me how manipulated society is now. A movement such as feminism which is supposed to liberate women is just reducing them to sin and Satan by dehumanising "fetus'" so they can expel them from Earth (a very pro Satan thing to do) encouraging them to over sexualise themselves and be promiscuous. Etc etc. it is very saddening how misled society has become. An echo chamber of Satanism masked as liberation and empowerment. Women are so much more than what these people keep reducing us to.
 
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