Tessa, Oh my gosh, Yes and amen. Thanku for calling me family. I am acknowledging their is so much help needed everywhere beyond measure. When u r part of the help and support for not only the body of Christ and the nations and this earth, but u get exhausted beyond measure. When we have a different christianity, ministery here and others don't understand what that is. There is problems here, with people being able to access help. Their looks like their is help, but in the end, u have to stand on ur own two feet. We have just done a deliverance like no other, so it is coming. We were exhausted with nothing left, ages ago. In drought and now thats been sorted out, where I live it looks paradise now. So it didn't come near us, but its close to us. And we had to be evacuated twice. I had to say goodbye so many times to our home, and horses and area, and not expecting to return. We live near and have lived near a fire super monster. Its the one that two firies from USA died in the helicopter crash. We mourned for them. They came as heroes and they left as heroes, and we will not forget them. Its a thanku for the help our nation has received. But we also have been on the receiving end of neglect and neglience and robbery. Our fields have been robbed beyond measure. Our life has been drained away from us beyond measure. The church has been absent beyond measure. Humanity has been absent beyond measure. There is more work here than we can cope with or handle. But we are going to learn and its get off ur toosh time.
And our nation also has been on the receiving end and inundated with so much anger coming towards, beyond us beyond measure. Two words neglect and negligence describes what we have lived with for ages. We have had to deal with things that we are just on our own. But Lord Jesus Christ has dealt with them. Everyone of it.
Things are changing around. We got treatement from our medical and doctor, that was amazing. I said to my son, if we had been treated like that all along, would be in the situation we are now in. And he said No. We have the possibility of help coming to us, but its a possibility. We have trained and equipped others, only to have them leave and go else where. And we are done.
I am getting of my toosh. We r going through as a nation disaster after disaster after disaster we have been through so many things in a very short period of time. The latest is a train crash in our region. That was last week. So we are going to be going to the next town and walking around there and in that area. They copped worse than us in the fire. Its a matter of going there to find out what the need is and then trusting in God to meet it. But turning a light on. But also going to a place my son loves to go to, they have great pies in the bakery, so he tells me. I can't eat them. We are going to go before he goes to surgery. And we wait until the corona virus is over, because that is the hospital they put a person in.
Yes I am going into other areas of the forum, cause needs to come to a rest. Probably the support and recovering. Because our nation is in recovery mode we are also meant to be the support as well, even though our areas in our region still on fire. I am looking forward when I get to see no more smoke. I can't tell u how it amazing it was to see the mountains again, for a time, we saw nothing but smoke and grey skies. But we also can't forget those apocalyptic skies we went we got through it and remained calm. What we went through is coming for everyone else, we just went through it first. What Lord Jesus Christ is showing me, disaster response needs to improve for everyone, so this is going to be a help in that. Those super fires we went through created its own weather, and weather patterns and affected everyone in the end, created its own storms and it made people realise this is something new they did not know about fire. We also realise that smoke went beyond us. And New Zealand were affected by it as well. What happens here affects them. We don't like that happens, but it happens. We also know it doesn't make them happy either.
Even though I went through my moments, I still ministered through it, and was to led to us, that got rebuked. They came up from canberra, but we can't pretend to be happy with them, when the church hasn't lifted up a finger in our fields. The charities here as well. We are not happy with majority of them. And its not for no good reason.
And the backpackers are being used to raise up an army to help rebuild the farms and towns that were affected by fire. But only there. And the firies when they come home, if they are farmers, are now having to catch up on their work. We have six months of catch up to do. Getting help becomes a ministery on its own inundated and that is what has come, we are inundated with work. We are inundated with ministery. We have had enough of the hoarding up in one area at the expense of another. We are tired of the multitudes that are hoarded up in some areas and not going into other areas. For me, how I know Lord Jesus Christ is, he is God that believes in on the job training. Anyone that wants to come and help, we will offer a room to stay, u will get fed and looked after u get trained equipped, and anything else, we just need physical help. U can do outreach, we will love u, we will treat u like family, we will go out of the way for u to come into where u need to be in Christ, but we also need that balanced and the toll on my physical body is beyond measure. . We are on a pension, we don't get supported from our government, except the pension and that pension is really good so we are grateful, we also give back to our nation in other ways, we don't get supported from the churches we are on a pension. But I do rely upon God. A lot of the time, what the problem is people are not trained to deal with the disabled. And that needs to change. It takes years for people to understand our disablement. That is also the doctors and professionals. They have to learn. My doctor is now getting it, because they needed to and wanted to get it, but we had to wait years for that.
We just have a different christianity, a different ministery, a different life, a different way of seeing things. We are just different, yet the same. Things are going to be changed cause we have had enough. But I am also now ready to go, I went through my hmmm moments, now I am ready,. Love to all.
This area has always has trouble getting the help needed. And people have to learn to stand on their own two feet, or with the local belief u have to earn ur right to live here. This home I am living was delivered out from a domestic violence situation. We are still there for that family. we had to do a rescue. Now its looking like paradise. So it feels weird.
Leave it there.
