Christ_empowered
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I’m 38 labeled schizophrenic. My parents are able and willing to provide more for me than the vast majority of so called mental patients. It’s not that I’m better or anything just…loved and spared thank God. Ok 
so…
I get taunted mercilessly. Now people in my modest but nice neighborhood seem to be armed with my psych labels which are ridiculous In and of themselves.
I thought…I was tormented for being effeminate sickly etc. that’s how I was way back when. I truly came to know Jesus 10 years ago and…
Not effeminate not sick or sickly not even short or homely. It all continues.
Humiliation and punishment were big parts of my so called treatment. Still are. My actual counselor doesn’t do it but I get taunted at the clinic by other counselors and receptionist people. They called it humbling experiences. I’m sick of it.
Please pray
I’m almost middle age now. If my parents hadn’t moved up in the world I’d be done. If Jesus hadn’t moved in my life I’d be done. The frustration is only part of the problem. A big problem is basically being cancelled by society. Not that I was or am blameless just…
What now?
so…I get taunted mercilessly. Now people in my modest but nice neighborhood seem to be armed with my psych labels which are ridiculous In and of themselves.
I thought…I was tormented for being effeminate sickly etc. that’s how I was way back when. I truly came to know Jesus 10 years ago and…
Not effeminate not sick or sickly not even short or homely. It all continues.
Humiliation and punishment were big parts of my so called treatment. Still are. My actual counselor doesn’t do it but I get taunted at the clinic by other counselors and receptionist people. They called it humbling experiences. I’m sick of it.
Please pray
I’m almost middle age now. If my parents hadn’t moved up in the world I’d be done. If Jesus hadn’t moved in my life I’d be done. The frustration is only part of the problem. A big problem is basically being cancelled by society. Not that I was or am blameless just…What now?
pathetic get sick of it. So so so sick of it. And the shrinks in particular are bullies…