Christ_empowered
Member
- Oct 23, 2010
- 14,293
- 10,778
I have a much better life than I can claim to deserve. I don’t live luxuriously but I live in modest comfort and my parents are kind to me. Honestly?!? I had a brain scan a long time ago that showed severe damage probably enough for me to be in a vegetative state…
A lot of it caused by psychiatric treatment. I wasn’t and am not sinless or blameless but…the shrinks did crazy amounts of damage deliberately. Moving on…
So people woke me up at 2 and 3 and 4 am…
Again. I went to get a little snack at a decent store and someone yelled at me about going off my meds? That was 16 years ago?!?
This is part of my life right now. Accept reality…
Wise as serpents innocent as doves ?️.
The big reality is God. His work in my life over these past 12 years is another aspect of the piece of reality I live daily. Grateful ?
Apparently my shrink wanted me homeless 20 years ago after doing excessive involuntary shock treatments. I ended up not being homeless and now I’m healthy and normal and flawed and…
Whole or close to it. God is Good ?.
I also went from being a 20 year old effeminate burn out with a couple of years left on earth ? to being a healthy smart 40 year old…
With a supportive family and a diagnosis of schizoaffective. Thankfully I respond well to a moderate dose of a newer tranquilizer.
I’m getting…frustrated dealing with the junk hurled at me. Not angry ? but frustrated ?. But it’s currently part of my life and I need to develop in part by dealing with it biblically. So there’s that…
And it’s not getting less intense lol ? I don’t think ? it’s just me…
My parents don’t even talk about me with most people now. Mama wouldn’t talk a lot about the situation but she’s careful now about mentioning me or where I live and…
I dunno ?
praying for relief and peace. More importantly…
God’s perfect will.
Thanks ?
A lot of it caused by psychiatric treatment. I wasn’t and am not sinless or blameless but…the shrinks did crazy amounts of damage deliberately. Moving on…
So people woke me up at 2 and 3 and 4 am…
Again. I went to get a little snack at a decent store and someone yelled at me about going off my meds? That was 16 years ago?!?
This is part of my life right now. Accept reality…
Wise as serpents innocent as doves ?️.
The big reality is God. His work in my life over these past 12 years is another aspect of the piece of reality I live daily. Grateful ?
Apparently my shrink wanted me homeless 20 years ago after doing excessive involuntary shock treatments. I ended up not being homeless and now I’m healthy and normal and flawed and…
Whole or close to it. God is Good ?.
I also went from being a 20 year old effeminate burn out with a couple of years left on earth ? to being a healthy smart 40 year old…
With a supportive family and a diagnosis of schizoaffective. Thankfully I respond well to a moderate dose of a newer tranquilizer.
I’m getting…frustrated dealing with the junk hurled at me. Not angry ? but frustrated ?. But it’s currently part of my life and I need to develop in part by dealing with it biblically. So there’s that…
And it’s not getting less intense lol ? I don’t think ? it’s just me…
My parents don’t even talk about me with most people now. Mama wouldn’t talk a lot about the situation but she’s careful now about mentioning me or where I live and…
I dunno ?
praying for relief and peace. More importantly…God’s perfect will.
Thanks ?
