Angel
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Today has been good and tough.
Matt and I went to my parents for Christmas Eve. It was us, my parents, my sister, and my Grandparents. It was fun, but also hard. I had to really have self control with my hallucinations. It was pretty uncomfortable. But time with my family was really nice. My Dad cooked prime rib. (12 pounds of meat, and it was over a hundred dollars!) it's so expensive we only have it once a year.
Well, the hallucinations came home with me. And then I got really paranoid and irrational. It's pretty stupid. I don't like freaking out like that. I cope by listening to music, having a drink of whatever (not alcohol), pacing around the apartment, and now I'm on my iPad. Sometimes playing skip bo on my iPad works the best...Or just the iPad in general.
I moved out of my parents house in January 2011. I don't go back home that often, and my parents house looks super nice compared to our apartment. They aren't rich, they just live within their means. I was being nosy looking all over my parents house, hehe.
So, we got to see our new apartment today. They put vinyl floors everywhere except the bedroom. It's more private. There is a French door in the bedroom. There is an extra sink... like a vanity type thing except pretty small. Also we have a dining area for our table. In this apartment there was not really a place to put the table. So that's nice. There's a closet for jackets right when you come in. The kitchen is pretty much the same as here. Matt's mother is going to get us some extra counter top to give us more places to cook. Well, that's the update for what's going on over here.
Matt and I went to my parents for Christmas Eve. It was us, my parents, my sister, and my Grandparents. It was fun, but also hard. I had to really have self control with my hallucinations. It was pretty uncomfortable. But time with my family was really nice. My Dad cooked prime rib. (12 pounds of meat, and it was over a hundred dollars!) it's so expensive we only have it once a year.
Well, the hallucinations came home with me. And then I got really paranoid and irrational. It's pretty stupid. I don't like freaking out like that. I cope by listening to music, having a drink of whatever (not alcohol), pacing around the apartment, and now I'm on my iPad. Sometimes playing skip bo on my iPad works the best...Or just the iPad in general.
I moved out of my parents house in January 2011. I don't go back home that often, and my parents house looks super nice compared to our apartment. They aren't rich, they just live within their means. I was being nosy looking all over my parents house, hehe.
So, we got to see our new apartment today. They put vinyl floors everywhere except the bedroom. It's more private. There is a French door in the bedroom. There is an extra sink... like a vanity type thing except pretty small. Also we have a dining area for our table. In this apartment there was not really a place to put the table. So that's nice. There's a closet for jackets right when you come in. The kitchen is pretty much the same as here. Matt's mother is going to get us some extra counter top to give us more places to cook. Well, that's the update for what's going on over here.
