There is little doubt that by faith in Christ, we are taught not only in and by Word, but by hard earned lessons of experience, that the Spirit of Christ is in our midst. This is an internal matter of the heart, undoubtedly.
When I was first saved I had this mindset: That it was "Jesus" and "me" in this internal engagement. This is what today I'd term the typical picture believers have in their mind, with TWO parties, themselves and Jesus in them. How they may perceive the latter is another subject.
But, it did not take long for me to come to understand this wasn't a complete Word picture, nor is it a complete "experienced" picture.
Without going into a long recitation of experience and Word to paint an accurate picture I'll cut to the chase in my typical fashion with the real scriptural picture. Here is the picture Paul gave of himself:
2 Corinthians 12:
7 And lest
I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to
me a thorn
in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.
In the above example we should be able to readily discern that there is Paul, and there is an adversary also in operation. A spiritually partial blinded person can not see or perceive this. It is hidden to their eyes, even as they read it, because of the other party, blinding them.
Now, finish the picture:
Matthew 18:20
For where
two or
three are gathered together in my name,
there am I in the midst of them.
Now, what do we see, if we see? Us and some other believer and Jesus? Or do we perceive the "internal matters" of Jesus IN our midst?
I used to see
Jesus and
me. Two.
I came to see
me,
Jesus in the midst of me,
and the adversary.
It's a much more accurate picture of scripture, and of experience.
And yes, this does change how we perceive every Word of God. When the "cloven" tongues of fire fell on those in the upper room, those tongues were "cloven" for express purposes of showing TWO WORKINGS. One for us, One against the adversary. This is the language of the Spirit and how every Word of God Is Spoken.
The TONGUE of Jesus, the SWORD coming from His Mouth.
Genesis 3:24
So
he drove out
the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and
a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.
IF you have ever felt like God was against you, now you know why. But God is not against YOU, as His child. He is however against the enemies, Fixed and Determined in His Ways and Purposes.
It is no small matter to come to understand this.
Isaiah 1:20
But if ye refuse and rebel, ye shall be devoured with the
sword: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.
Isaiah 66:16
For
by fire and by his sword will the Lord plead with all flesh: and the slain of the Lord shall be many.
Everyone that Jesus finds, is THRUST THROUGH with His Sword. His Sword causes us to live. It also causes us to die.
The Swinging of His Sword is shown externally to us in the O.T. But in the intricacies of those studies/observations,
there is an internal working to be perceived as well, which is the precursor to showings of how His Sword works in the N.T.
Now, we may pity the petty little fightings among carnal christians in vainly trying to use His Sword to try to destroy each others, which assuredly goes on all the time. But, if you think of it in this way, that it is like children preparing for war among ourselves for what is to come, you may see the Wisdom of God in it, in preparing His Hosts for the real battle:
WHEN HE OPENS OUR EYES
Isaiah 30:30
And the Lord shall cause his glorious voice to be heard, and shall shew the lighting down of his arm, with the indignation of his anger, and with the flame of a devouring fire, with scattering, and tempest, and hailstones.
http://legacy.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Isaiah+64:2&version=KJV
Isaiah 64:2
As when the melting fire burneth, the fire causeth the waters to boil, to make thy name known to thine adversaries, that the nations may tremble at thy presence!
Matthew 10:34
Think
not that I am come to send peace on earth:
I came not to send peace,
but a sword.
We do not war against flesh and blood my friends. Eph. 6:11-12