[__ Praise __] people have been praying...

including people here (Thanks!). I woke up today and didn't give into the demons of my past. stuff came up, I kept going. saw my parents, that went well, and...overall...good to go! :)

its just 1 day, of course, but....its 1 day without being haunted and over-analyzing and...and...

God is good! :)
That's awesome CE! Take it one day at a time and don't get discouraged if you struggle.
Sometimes, when my day isn't going well, I say a prayer over my lunch and start over to have a better afternoon. :)
Christ can carry you through this!
 
thanks, lisa (and everyone else). its kinda like...I cannot live in the past, i don't even remember a lot of the past, and...Christ has made a way for me to have a life, now...that was actually impossible. Did I mention that I had (have?) HIV, no treatment....and now I'm remarkably healthy? its possible to be healed of the immune system probs of HIV but still have HIV. There are reports of miraculous healing of AIDS and clearing of HIV. I guess I could get blood work? But...why? Not sexually active, I'm not trying to sell plasama or anything (LOL), so...not so much. Just live and move on, basically. "Go forth an sin no more." now -that's- the difficult part, seriously.
 
Not overanalyzeing is hard. It can put extra stress on you for sure. Sometimes when I fall into that I'll find something else to occupy my mind, like a video game or something else I enjoy.
 
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