Thanks for your lengthy examination of the roots of your faith Aero, and thanks for your candor. I don't expect you to go tit for tat with me, but if you are inclined, I'll state my comments and questions beneath you relevant quotes. They represent my sincere understanding and thoughts, and are not meant to insult:
I think that it is widely agreed that the 4 gospels are not eyewitness accounts. The very fact that they were written at least 30-40 years after the crucifixion indicates that the reports were not contemporaneous. The people writing these gospels were trying to convince other highly superstitious iron-age thinkers of the validity of their faith, so not only are these reports not contemporaneous eye witness accounts, but they are also not unbiased. Accordingly, 2 of the most important features of historical evidence are sorely lacking from the gospels.
I think it was Carl Sagan who said that extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. I can't possibly see how a few 2000 year-old, biased, non-eyewitness accounts can be considered good enough evidence to conclude that a carpenter named Jesus was born of a virgin, raised the dead (etc), and was raised from the dead himself (let alone that all this happened so that mankind will somehow be saved in the eyes of his invisible deity father, providing eternal life in his supernatural after-death kingdom).
On this, we can agree.
On this, we cannot agree. How do you know that someone or something knows?
What about your journey compels you to believe #2? The human race is billions of years in the making and part of probably only 1% of all species that ever lived (ie. 99% of all species on earth have gone extinct). We live on a tiny speck of dust in an unimaginably immense universe. This is not what I would expect to be the result of an omnipotent personal agent who had the creation of the human race in mind. Personally, I just say, "I don't know". Even if I could be convinced of a creator as a personal agent, I really don't see why Yawheh/Jesus/HolyGhost would fit the bill.
Have you read "Misquoting Jesus" by the highly acclaimed biblical scholar, Bart Erhman? Or either of Sam Harris' 2 books?
I don't deny that religions have incredible transformative powers. It just seems to me that all religions do, and so do placebos and lies. I think that we all can learn lessons from the story of Jesus, just as we can learn lessons from works of fiction (which is what I think the gospels actually are), and while I am truly glad for your well-being, I remain unconvinced of the value of reaching conclusions that are unjustified given the available evidence.
Aero_Hudson said:The difference for me is going back to the 12. ... They state that they saw the risen Christ and spoke / interacted with him.
I think that it is widely agreed that the 4 gospels are not eyewitness accounts. The very fact that they were written at least 30-40 years after the crucifixion indicates that the reports were not contemporaneous. The people writing these gospels were trying to convince other highly superstitious iron-age thinkers of the validity of their faith, so not only are these reports not contemporaneous eye witness accounts, but they are also not unbiased. Accordingly, 2 of the most important features of historical evidence are sorely lacking from the gospels.
Aero_Hudson said:Considering that we we do not hold up other historical documents to this level of scrutiny but still see them as reliable I would think that these facts are compelling as well.
I think it was Carl Sagan who said that extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. I can't possibly see how a few 2000 year-old, biased, non-eyewitness accounts can be considered good enough evidence to conclude that a carpenter named Jesus was born of a virgin, raised the dead (etc), and was raised from the dead himself (let alone that all this happened so that mankind will somehow be saved in the eyes of his invisible deity father, providing eternal life in his supernatural after-death kingdom).
Aero_Hudson said:I just know when I try to discern all that is currently unknown and try to fathom why all of "this" is here, I do not have an answer and neither does anyone else on earth.
On this, we can agree.
Aero_Hudson said:What I will say is that someone or something knows.
On this, we cannot agree. How do you know that someone or something knows?
Aero_Hudson said:I had to make up my mind what I thought was more plausible. Option 1: That we were all created as a circumstance of random chance with no purpose. We are just here. Option 2: That we have a Creator that created all of this for a reason. Based on my journey I am compelled to believe in Option 2 more than Option 1.
What about your journey compels you to believe #2? The human race is billions of years in the making and part of probably only 1% of all species that ever lived (ie. 99% of all species on earth have gone extinct). We live on a tiny speck of dust in an unimaginably immense universe. This is not what I would expect to be the result of an omnipotent personal agent who had the creation of the human race in mind. Personally, I just say, "I don't know". Even if I could be convinced of a creator as a personal agent, I really don't see why Yawheh/Jesus/HolyGhost would fit the bill.
Aero_Hudson said:I have probably read 20+ books in the last year or so on the subject and countless articles.
Have you read "Misquoting Jesus" by the highly acclaimed biblical scholar, Bart Erhman? Or either of Sam Harris' 2 books?
Aero_Hudson said:I am a better person as a result and have a sense of peace I have never felt before in my 37 years of life...Hopefully this helps.
I don't deny that religions have incredible transformative powers. It just seems to me that all religions do, and so do placebos and lies. I think that we all can learn lessons from the story of Jesus, just as we can learn lessons from works of fiction (which is what I think the gospels actually are), and while I am truly glad for your well-being, I remain unconvinced of the value of reaching conclusions that are unjustified given the available evidence.