So, unfortunately Lucy is not doing better. She is still scratching herself. And now she started coughing again as if she is choking. Happens only once or twice a day, but I was hoping that it self-resolved. I am torn as to whether I should take her to the vet I mean the whole scratching started after we took her to the vet. She must've had an allergic reaction to something outside or at the vet's office. The vet's office didn't let us in because of covid, they just picked up Lucy and took her inside. I thought of taking her to a different vet but to my total shock it appears there is a real crisis in the vet's profession. At least here in New York. I went on Yelp and started reading reviews for vets in my area. Most of the reviews are totally atrocious - the pets being misdiagnosed, neglected, mistreated and died so I really have reservations about taking her to the vet they do more harm than help. Honestly I don't know if she is going to make it. It really pains me to say this I love her so much, I mean she's been with me for the past 15 years. I keep praying that the Lord spares her. I think maybe the Lord is trying to teach me about Heaven. I struggle with the concept of Heaven. I mean I believe in God and Jesus with all my heart. And God has helped me and delivered me more than once. So I have absolutely no doubts about God. But I still struggle with the concept of Heaven, life after death. It just seems too good to be true. Please continue praying for Lucy. Thank you so much.