Christ_empowered
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...how do you do it? I know, this is probably a Christian T+A question, but there's *no* traffic there, and this is an issue for all believers, I think.
My own situation is like this: raised PCUSA, counselled by a Calvinist after breakdowns, temporary insanity, and 1 year of Christian Rehab. OK. Also, lots of brain damage, much of it from involuntary psych treatments. Now, I'm at least as smart now as I was pre-electroshock (that's God for you), and I'm having doubts. Not massive doubts, mind you, but...once God blessed me with faculties, I started questioning things more, which I guess is understandable.
Now...how do you all stay Christian? The world throws everything it has at us, sometimes more intensely than others, to get us to sin and stray and give ourselves over to the ways of the world. I've slacked off considerably, I know. I even entertain thoughts now and then that's it not so much The Triune God as it is some sort of "higher power" running things. I guess that would be like a Divine warm hug for humanity, right? No sins, just "love," of the neo-hippy sort.
I catch myself after I've given in partially. Then I look up stats on things (drug abuse, marriage, homosexuality) that prove that Christian morality works better than anything else. Still, I have doubts.
What do you all do?
My own situation is like this: raised PCUSA, counselled by a Calvinist after breakdowns, temporary insanity, and 1 year of Christian Rehab. OK. Also, lots of brain damage, much of it from involuntary psych treatments. Now, I'm at least as smart now as I was pre-electroshock (that's God for you), and I'm having doubts. Not massive doubts, mind you, but...once God blessed me with faculties, I started questioning things more, which I guess is understandable.
Now...how do you all stay Christian? The world throws everything it has at us, sometimes more intensely than others, to get us to sin and stray and give ourselves over to the ways of the world. I've slacked off considerably, I know. I even entertain thoughts now and then that's it not so much The Triune God as it is some sort of "higher power" running things. I guess that would be like a Divine warm hug for humanity, right? No sins, just "love," of the neo-hippy sort.
I catch myself after I've given in partially. Then I look up stats on things (drug abuse, marriage, homosexuality) that prove that Christian morality works better than anything else. Still, I have doubts.
What do you all do?