pls trust me when i say that i dont want ppl to NOT believe in christianity, or any other religion. i admire faith such as urs that u can just believe there is a god who loves u, and will save u in the end. but yet christians sometimes fail to understand how ppl like me feel. i dont know how many times ive heard christians say to me that they've been where ive been, that they've gone through suicidal thoughts, and depression. but for some reason, no matter how many times ppl say that to me, they never seem to full grasp how i feel about it. someone who is clinically depressed does not want to hear that he is serving satan (thx to that wondering woman above u), or that they're friends, friends that they care deeply about, but dont follow the faith and religion of christianity, and because of that r condemned to hell. ppl like me, when they hear that, it doesnt help. now u said, and i quote,"Now with Good's unlimited power and because He is everywhere inside and outside of our Time/Space Continuum, he can be in the past, the pesent and the future at the same time, God knew, before He created the earth the very instant I would be saved because He had already seen the future before it happened." god knew that u would be saved. therefore, he knew that me and my friends would rot for an eternity, while the christians, the ppl who looked down on us, and told us that we served satan, and were doomed, frolick on top of our graves. i just cant wrap my head around this. so what were we, EXTRAS in his cosmic movie, where this spritiual entity played with life, and played with their destinys like playthings. i could i serve a god such as this?? and whenever i bring up this point, christians try and tell me that the vision of god that i have is morphed, but i find it the opposite. christians believe that god is their father, and he will take his beloved up to heaven with him in the end. Now, im going to paint the picture of god as factually as possible: "god" is an unknown, ultra powerful spirtual entity, who made earth, and its inhabitants, for reasons unknown. he made a book, and sent it down, because his voice was so scary and divine, that it would kill mortals." eventually, everyone who rejected his supreme rule would be thrown into an eternal darkness, and he would bring his followers up to his domain. im rambling at the moment, cause my low is deepening, so ill just stop here, before i say something crazy