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Soma-Sight
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I have personally had visions of Christ and other such phenom relating to spiritual dimensions while in deep prayer and meditation in the wilderness and in my own home.
These phenom are the main reason I shun the traditional evengelical camp. Whenever I tried to talk to someone about these events I was looked upon as either a not being truthful or just trying to start troubles.
These encounters have been the most important moments in my short life of 25 years.
My most memorabale vision was in the mountains of southern California. I was walking on a trail at night and all of a sudden felt a great urge to kneel and pray earnestly. As I closed my eyes and opened them I was transported to the Garden of Gethsamene when Christ was all alone without His disciples. I could look into His eyes and see the tears and anguish coming from the deep part of His infinite soul. I could feel how alone He was in the dark and there was a distinct notion of His humaness coming through the Way He looked at me.
I wept bitterly as my own heart seemed to understand the great pains and sacrifice the chosen Son of God endured in His stay on earth. The rejection, the lazy disciples, the unbelieving, ungrateful masses that He only wanted to help....
At this point I cried more like a little child and did not get up for what seemed like an eternity......
As I kept walking I heard a great rush of wind in the trees and looked straight above my head. A great pillar of light was coming from the Heavens and right into my eyes. Angels were coming up and down this pillar of Light and singing praises to God. The Angels were made of Light and seemed to be "born" from the pillar they travelled on. I was amazed and fell to my knees again.
I cannot really remember the finer deatils because once this vision left me, it was like somethimg inside was "turned off". Like I was viewing these events through another sort of sensory perception.
How do evangelicals view experiences such as this?
For two weeks after, my mind and perceptions were quite different and I felt "lighter". This is hard to explain but that is the best I can do.
Is this a God - inspired experince?
These phenom are the main reason I shun the traditional evengelical camp. Whenever I tried to talk to someone about these events I was looked upon as either a not being truthful or just trying to start troubles.
These encounters have been the most important moments in my short life of 25 years.
My most memorabale vision was in the mountains of southern California. I was walking on a trail at night and all of a sudden felt a great urge to kneel and pray earnestly. As I closed my eyes and opened them I was transported to the Garden of Gethsamene when Christ was all alone without His disciples. I could look into His eyes and see the tears and anguish coming from the deep part of His infinite soul. I could feel how alone He was in the dark and there was a distinct notion of His humaness coming through the Way He looked at me.
I wept bitterly as my own heart seemed to understand the great pains and sacrifice the chosen Son of God endured in His stay on earth. The rejection, the lazy disciples, the unbelieving, ungrateful masses that He only wanted to help....
At this point I cried more like a little child and did not get up for what seemed like an eternity......
As I kept walking I heard a great rush of wind in the trees and looked straight above my head. A great pillar of light was coming from the Heavens and right into my eyes. Angels were coming up and down this pillar of Light and singing praises to God. The Angels were made of Light and seemed to be "born" from the pillar they travelled on. I was amazed and fell to my knees again.
I cannot really remember the finer deatils because once this vision left me, it was like somethimg inside was "turned off". Like I was viewing these events through another sort of sensory perception.
How do evangelicals view experiences such as this?
For two weeks after, my mind and perceptions were quite different and I felt "lighter". This is hard to explain but that is the best I can do.
Is this a God - inspired experince?