Luminous_Rose
CF Ambassador
You know, this is not something I just tell people. I feel that I am genuinely addicted to sugar. It is painful to say, actually. I don't want to be this way. I remember there being one time in my life where I didn't crave that sweet goodness - it was when we had CSA bags from a local farm and we quit the refined sweets. I got to the point I actually did not want sweet. When we no longer had that available, I slipped some time after that and have never succeeded in turning it around...that was a little over 3 years ago.
I tell myself it is not like I am doing alcohol or illegal drugs, but they have proven sugar to be more addictive than cocaine. I just don't know how to stop besides have no sweets in the house, but not everyone is aboard on that so it is hard. Some people hate dealing with my sugar withdrawals so they give me a candy bar and I just can't say no. People don't get this...that I can't just say no to sweets so I must want to be this way. They say, "Eat fruit instead," and it doesn't do the cravings justice.
I feel that this is not what God would want me doing because it is detrimental to my health and if anyone knows, I know how bad refined sugar is.
My teeth aren't doing well. My joints ache and hurt constantly. The daily fatigue is real. My skin is flaky and dry. My hair and nails are brittle. In conjunction with the nutrients my medication robs my body of, sugar just amplifies this. I am so tired of this...
I want to have plenty of energy and healthy for my family. I don't want to be that mom that hides and eats sweets because she is ashamed of it. I don't like eating sugar as a means to feel better emotionally. My husband has said he hasn't met anyone that can down sugar like I do or crave it so much. I feel so much shame. Yet I still do this...
Does anyone else here struggle with this? Just pray that God will give me loads of strength to keep trying to quit. This has been a lifetime struggle...
I tell myself it is not like I am doing alcohol or illegal drugs, but they have proven sugar to be more addictive than cocaine. I just don't know how to stop besides have no sweets in the house, but not everyone is aboard on that so it is hard. Some people hate dealing with my sugar withdrawals so they give me a candy bar and I just can't say no. People don't get this...that I can't just say no to sweets so I must want to be this way. They say, "Eat fruit instead," and it doesn't do the cravings justice.
I feel that this is not what God would want me doing because it is detrimental to my health and if anyone knows, I know how bad refined sugar is.
My teeth aren't doing well. My joints ache and hurt constantly. The daily fatigue is real. My skin is flaky and dry. My hair and nails are brittle. In conjunction with the nutrients my medication robs my body of, sugar just amplifies this. I am so tired of this...
I want to have plenty of energy and healthy for my family. I don't want to be that mom that hides and eats sweets because she is ashamed of it. I don't like eating sugar as a means to feel better emotionally. My husband has said he hasn't met anyone that can down sugar like I do or crave it so much. I feel so much shame. Yet I still do this...
Does anyone else here struggle with this? Just pray that God will give me loads of strength to keep trying to quit. This has been a lifetime struggle...