So the question gets brought up, or rather the statement;
The way I see this, Nathan, is simply put, you are following the law because you "keep" the Sabbath day, that is "keeping the law". There is no way around this, you can not say you do not keep the law, or follow the written law, yet you are doing just that.
You are correct. I believe in "keeping" the law. Why? Because it was placed their by God, in my heart. There is no legalism involved in that. If I "keep" anniversary cards my wife gives me, or letters my father wrote me, I am not doing it out of a sense of 'right or wrong', but I keep them because they mean something special to me.
God's law means something special to me. Without it I would have never known who He was. I would have never known a need for a Savior. It shows me who He is and just how righteous He is. It shows me how destitute I am. There is ABSOLUTELY no sense of self imposed 'righteousness' associated with keeping His commands. I do it out of love.
When I first came to Christ, well, when I first decided that
I was going to come to Christ, it was an fleshly emotional feeling thing. Quickly it came to a deeper understanding of my sin, and realization that I cannot come to Him. I realized that only He can draw me, and that struck humility deep in my soul. To think that I could do something to 'earn' salvation, even if it was a simple 'walk down the isle'.
Later that year He sought me out and found me. It came when someone was pouring clean water from one vessel to another. All I could see was dirty water coming out of the one vessel, and I realized it was me. He saved me that day, cleaned me, and took me to Himself. From then till now, my life has been about seeking Him. Sure, there are many, MANY times that I have fell flat on my face, even times of rebellion. But each time He calls and searches for me to bring me back.
So, then the Sabbath. Well, after my new birth I had this 'instinct' to want to worship God. It was not there before. I just went to "church" because it was the good thing to do. But now I
wanted to. However, where as before my birth I would sit and listen to 'preachers' preach and get all emotional, now I started seeing things severely flawed. I would speak with them about what I studied, and the same thing always ended the discussion;
"Everyone interpretes the Bible differently to a degree, as long as we agree on the core doctrines the rest is fine".
So for many years I went on wondering why I would be led in one direction in personal quiet time with the Lord, and then when I went to "church" I would hear something different. Of course, the "core" doctrines were the same. Jesus is the Christ, Son of God, etc. We all know them, but do we really?
All through this my desire for God strengthened but my desire for "church" was growing thin. I was tired of going to a place that I could not be in true "fellowship" with. I wanted real relationships with other people. So I started searching around, looking at other places, but what I found is that each one is the same. I could agree with some, but then other teaching was different. I never could find a place where I seemed to be able to agree with to even a somewhat degree. I know personalities will always interfere, but thats not the case with my searching, it was doctrine.
So I simply set out to just do study in the way I had always done it and let God perfect my life in Him personally. In Christ. I still, and do still, go to the same 'church' I went to from the beginning. But things started changing, God was leading me to speak what I learned in public now. It was amazing when the small group leader would teach a lesson, it most of the time would be on something that I had studied personally and was able to contribute quite a bit.
Now, the further I have grown in Christ, the more I desire to know His way. From the beginning, I have always felt a desire to devote a "day" to God. Notice, it was a
desire, not a fleshly compulsion. It was not man induced, but just a natural desire that flowed from the depths of my soul. Its interesting, because looking back it was just for a single day. I go to mid-week services also because they gather then too. But if something came up, and I was not able to attend, I felt no grieving over it like I did when I missed that once a week thing.
But the closer I had got, the more I realized that there is something more. No, not out of a want to be 'legal' about my worship, but something was just not "right" inside me. I eventually found this place and started some serious conversations with people. Its nice, because people come here to actually talk about God, where as people go to local gatherings mainly to talk about things that have happened during the week.
But coming on here I meet someone special. He was patient with me and withstood the barrage of questions I threw at him about everything and anything. The the law came up. I had always wondered why my desire is to walk in God's law, but most 'churches' will tell you its impossible and or that its changed. This did not sit well with me LONG before I had ever come to this site. But it was not UNTIL I came here that I was challenged with this before. When I came here, I had someone actually speak to what I
had believed for quite a few years.
Now, at first, the interactions were quite pleasant for me. To talk with someone who was another human and had the same beliefs. But when it came to one topic, the Sabbath, I got 'hung up'. It sounded way to legalistic to me. And I know that legalism is death to anyone who decides to walk in it. I was not going to have any part of it, and the discussions quickly turned into ones I did not like. But when I took some time apart, looked at things purely from a Biblical perspective and allowed just quiet time with the Spirit, things started to make a whole lot of sense.
I realized it was not legalism to consider a day holy. People do it all the time with Sunday. I realized that it was indeed a day created by God Himself. I realized that this natural desire that came after my new birth to worship Him like we do, was this natural desire that was born out of the law written on my heart. And when I realized that the Sabbath was a day made by God, set up by God, and made for me, I realized that I could 'keep' it and not have ANY feelings of being self-righteous.
So no, I do not keep the Sabbath because it is written down on paper or in the Bible. I keep it because I want to keep it. But after this, I started to really consider the other things that I had been taught in my quiet times of the past. I realized that the Sabbath day was one of the 4 commands that deal with a relationship with God, not with man. Then I started realizing that the further man has come away from even considering the Sabbath as a real day, the further attached to this world people have come.
I realized there was a direct relation between remembering a day of creation and the forgetting of a God who created it. So then, I realized that the Sabbath is good. Its not "keeping the law". Its a relationship with a God I love. The only reason I speak against those who try to convert it into something else, is the very reason I would speak against those who tried to tell me that the card my wife gave to me did not mean what it said. Its nothing personal.
I believe that the 10 commandments, as I have said, are a tell tale sign that can be used to understand what love really is. And yes, I believe that the Sabbath is one of them. What peoples opposition to it is, is beyond me. I get why people do the Sunday thing. But if truth be told, there is no real sense of the Lords resurrection on this day. Its just a day that has been so for generations. How do I know this? Why can I make this judgement? Because if it was about the Lord's resurrection, then it would be about what His resurrection means to us.
But the simple, blatant, fact of the matter is that people refuse to believe they are resurrected in Christ and that sin no longer has dominion over them. They gather on the "resurrection day", the day when Christ triumphed over death, hell, and the grave, and 'preach' that everyone has to still sin, and if not that blatant about it, they will preach something to that effect.
Rom 6:1-4 What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? By no means! How can we who died to sin still live in it? Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? We were buried therefore with him by baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life.
Keeping the Sabbath because of a man made written letter of the law? Nope, not a chance. Not anymore than any of the other 9 testimonies of God. But it gives me greater peace knowing that I am serving and living in the one I love. It just serves to know Him better. And who does not want to know the Lord more intimately? I do.
Psa 119:24 Your testimonies are my delight; they are my counselors.