Update:
The camp ended on Friday, I'm thinking about posting some photos I took there, would you like to see them?
I made use of a goodwill offer the camp ground owners made for camp volunteer workers to stay another night for free and returned home only last night.
I got a cold. We had 3 days of rainy weather, so having to live with wet feet for several days wasn't healthy. :-(
They keep saying that people who come to the Tent City (literal translation of the name) camp will return home as a different person. Last year that was true for me. It's been true this year, too, but in a darker way. I learned a lot about my limits and how simple things like a failed love story, bad weather and sleep deprivation can get the better of me. So I still have a lot to learn about how to serve people in a way that serves God.
On friday, while we were dismantling the big yurt tent that was serving as our village center I lost it and physically attacked a guy who I thought was being sexist when he condescedingly "helped" another woman pull tent pegs out of the ground. He then claimed the word "sexism" isn't in the Bible and thus sexism doesn't exist for him. I replied that neither are computers, antibiotics or planes in the Bible, so he better stop using those non-existing things....
Anyway, my job was to be some kind of care-taker for those people and I while it would be okay to debate controversial issues I understand my job to require holding myself back and ignoring my ego as good as possible during that one week, and mediate conflicts rather than escalate them.
So that outbreak of violence was shocking to myself. Well we later apologised and forgave each other, but that conversation was unpleasant, too.
There were several other moments when I couldn't deal with people the way I should have. It was all a lot easier and more fun last year.
But people told me I did a great job and commended my work. Oh well. I got a number of thank-you presents and post cards.
Well I also had fun moments and good moments with God - though those were frustratingly rare this year - and good encounters with some great poeple.
Sorry this may seems all very confusing, gonna have a lot to think about during the next days. Tomorrow I'll be back to work and do whatever I can with my cold. Gonna have to take care of mundane tasks like how to get rid of the Red Mites in our chicken shed (anyone happen to have an idea? So far I learned that vinegar doesn't help and high pressure water to flush them out helps only temporarily. Feeling so sorry for our chickens.
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As for the other problem, my boss is on vacation, too, for the entire month. But he's gonna be around Jena this week. We spoke on the phone a few minutes ago; and maybe we're gonna sea each other this week but I'm trying not to get my expectations up.
Please pray for my health. I haven't been able to exercise for more than a month, and when I was well again I was on vacation and caught a cold so I'm not gonna be exercisibg for at least another week.