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[__ Prayer __] Ugh. More prison talk

Good day. Some lady yelled at me, while I was in the back bedroom. Fun. I was on the phone and I lifted up the blinds and...

She stopped. Ok. Earlier, some yelling about pictures gay dudes took and distributed of me, over a decade ago. I had been electroshocked, etc., but its hilarious to people. Yup...that's comedy. I didn't even know dudes were taking pictures, honestly. And now....

God is good. My parents are good people and good to me. I'm healthy and alive and approaching normal, and...

Blah. Please keep my parents and me up in your prayers. Thanks.
 
I will definitely pray for you and your family. Just remember that Jesus was bullied by people in his hometown. It got worse after that with the Pharisees. So you're in good company. When people are bullying me I try to say to myself "consider the source." Empty, sad people who don't know Christ bully others. They're transferring their pain to you. Christ said turn the other cheek but I only do that once before I walk away. ❤
 
File this one under reasons to loathe psychiatry....

Nearly 8 years after coming to know Jesus, after being made healthy despite a number of untreated health problems....

I am apparently forever narcissistic and schizophrenic. Together at last, lol.

I don't get it. Especially the narcissism. Not that I am saintly, just...???? I'm often lonely, prone to bad depression, now there's an element of agitation and such...

Schizophrenia doesn't show up on physical tests. Its in the eye of the beholder. Personality disorder? 3x as subjective.

I'll take the tranquilizer for madness, not a problem...

It's just more lies. Stigma. Opinion masquerading as clinical diagnosis...

Did I mention the overbilling and fraud? I mean back in the day. Shutting me up was the goal of treatment. Maybe that's what mental health inc is really about? For...anyone. I think maybe its just more obvious at state funded clinics. Harder to see in private hospitals, private outpatient clinics. Ugh.

I dunno. I am not defective. I also do not answer to the shrinks, which sets me apart from most people in these situations.

Blah blah blah. I get...sick of it. Thanks for reading.
 
In my personal life I had a therapist who set me back and a therapist who freed me by helping me understand what was going on in my subconscious. I was able to resolve my rage at my mother. It sounds like you're mired in a dysfunctional system. Now eith Christ in my life I only use doctors for my medication which does help me with my anxiety and depression.
 
It's the community label for me. Ugh. My official label is schizoaffective disorder, nothing else.
 
Christ_empowered said:
It's the community label for me. Ugh. My official label is schizoaffective disorder, nothing else.
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Just remember some of the voices you hear are from the Holy Spirit. You can tell the difference because when the Holy Spirit is talking to you she's very loving and kind and comforting and wise. She will always talk in positive terms and she will always talk about the loving thing to do in any situation. If Satan's talking it will be really negative and mean-spirited. He will be trying to bring you down and he'll put people in your life to bring you down and you must resist. So listen to the right voices and you'll be fine.

This is Susannah ❤ lO
 
Good day, overall. I was apparently supposed to go to prison, in years past. I praise God for sparing me. I have a misdemeanor, but it is sealed. Where I live, that means it wont be an issue with most background checks, but it would be in a legal case. Weird, huh?

Ok. So, people I don't know say things at and about me, but not one person here talks to or with me, except for my parents.

I dont get all this jail and prison talk. I'm beginning to think maybe Jesus has worked miracles for me, and this is the backlash. I dunno....
 
Are you talking about a literal prison or prison as a metaphor
 
Literal prison, as in by a miracle I ended up having charges dropped and sealed, mix of pity and civil rights violations.
 
Me. Good day. Neighbors yelled about beating me up. I dunno. I don't know them, but they seem to have a problem with me. I'm not well liked, at all , but I am blessed and well loved by God and my parents. I'm also living in a decent neighborhood , despite...

All that came before. Thankfully, my parents own this place, so I don't have to worry about stuff that comes with renting in my situation. I'm not trying to brag, its genuine praise. I get the sense that if I was a renter, i'd be out of here. Ugh.
 
Neighbors yelled sexually charged stuff at me. I think I am safe, but....wow. wow.
 
Jesus had the same experience when he went to his home town. I believe they tried to push him off a cliff. So you're in good company.
 
I just don't get it . It seems to wax and wane. Got stuff at a discount store today. Overheard people talking about a high dollar hair color I have. Lol. Its actually....just my hair color. I don't see what the big deal is it's just reddish brown. I'm part Irish. The clerk was super friendly to the lady ahead of me. Then it was my turn and her face fell and it was all business. Kinda..amps up my paranoia.

Could be worse. A lot worse.
 
Whether it's true or not it doesn't matter. It only matters what God thinks and what your friends thinnks. Your hair sounds beautiful to me. All this is part of your schizophrenia so don't worry about it. There's some things not worth worrying about they are just what they are. Self knowledge and self-acceptance is very important. I'm reading about it as we speak. It's one of the first things we do on our journey to recovery.
 
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Ok. Thanks.
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You have many mental issues to deal with and on top of that you are hyper-sensitive. This article explains this phenomenon. We share this trait. Remember not to compare yourself to others. You are unique and have a special place in God's heart. His opinion is all that really matters. And mine of course. LOL I think you are great. Hold you head up high and carry on . . . Tomorrow is the Sabbath.

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