(i (still) miss (or imagine) living in the days of dr.quinn medicine woman/ (wagon train days... ) even though I never lived then ..

)
still,
I am more and more learning to rejoice and press forward knowing that ahead lies indescribable agony, unimaginable treatment(arrest/beatings/torture/homelessness) for the Faithful in Yeshua, and even unto death (like our fellow believers in other countries have been 'used to' for decades to centuries).....
sheer grace and more abundant sheer grace will be needed to endure !