Gabbylittleangel
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CuriousAgnostic said:...Is it ok to love god, just not in the mainstream way? I say it is.
Curious, you describe a 'do it yourself' religion. God, being God, insist that we do things His way. The good news is that God is good. He loves us. He wants us to come back to Him. He thinks we are to die for.
You asked many questions and made several accusations that God has answers to. However, He only reveals the answers to those who seek Him with a humble heart. When a child of God asks Him "Why?" He searches the heart. He knows who comes to him seeking the truth with a belief that God is righteous, Holy, just and true. One who wants to understand the ways of the Father.
When one ask questions in the manner that you asked them, God sees them as an accusation coming from someone who believes that they are more righteous and more wise and more fair and more understanding than God. He rarely answers such questions. There is one example in Scripture that comes to mind though, I will spare you the entire two chapters of God asking Job "Who do you think you are?" but here is the beginning and end of that conversation that left Job in the dust.
Job 38:1 ¶ Then the LORD answered Job out of the whirlwind, and said,
Job 38:2 Who [is] this that darkeneth counsel by words without knowledge?
Job 38:3 Gird up now thy loins like a man; for I will demand of thee, and answer thou me. ....
...Job 40:2 Shall he that contendeth with the Almighty instruct [him]? he that reproveth God, let him answer it.
Curious, there is such a high price to pay for not knowing or understanding God. I truly suggest that you spend some time alone with God, and tell Him that if He is indeed righteous, Holy, just and true, that you would like to know Him.