Hello My Brother and Friend,
Beleive me when I say I understand full well what you are saying.
The awesome thing that set me free was this......God said We Have to love one another and Love or Brethren even as He loves the brethren....However He did not say we havbe to agree or even like each other. I mean I can my co worker in Christ and not like him very much as he stirs up a lot of trouble. Now then do not take that wrong way for you know full well that I not only love you my friend but I even like you a lot too.
Bill Here is a portion of the point I am trying to make.
Yet there is still another side that is not being seen correctly.
It does not matter if we know some say they are Christians and are not and if we know some churches are not operating correctly under the Lord Jesus Christ. However it DOES MATTER VERY MUCH that the world which is in the dark does not understand this and see's this all as one, "His Church and Body"
We are His light in this world. All the excuses the body of Christ can make will NOT remove the picture the lost are seeing daily. Google Christian things and find so many so called Christians cclaiming direct revelation from God about all these false teachers and such. You find churches fighting churches and the body of Christ fighting over preachers having to much money. It is all orchestrated from HELL issued by satan to turn the body of Christ into carnal minded christians all the while he is operating within the shadows penetrating deep within the church.
It's time we wake up for the time for excuses and sweeping this under the rug has come and gone. It has reached His throne room and He is going to raise up some young Sheppard's who Love Him and will preach His Righteousness and Grace and are NOT afraid of the so called religious circles. This is the day....Ever hear hear Christians talk about "SOME DAY" Well God said this is THAT DAY and if you are not able to go with His flow then you wont be of the ones He will use.... in this day and hour.
It's past time for the Body of Christ to wake up,
This is what I am talking about
Blessings
Jim