You are following your own personal philosophy, based upon your feelings. And I have seen greater miracles than walking on water. What fruit has your ism produced, besides appealing to your own sense of ego and identity? What basis does it have, beyond your own reasoning? Christianity cannot be put on the same playing field as your ism, because Christianity wasn't contrived by one person. I'll tell you what, to be fair, I'll give you 3.5 years, the same amount of time Jesus had, to share your gospel. We will see if it has any consequence for the next 2,000 years on this planet. Your belief is just a very person-centric form of universalism. Can't you see that at the end of the day, you're just another person scratching his head at the issue of existentialism, trying to make heads or tails of it? Do you think that you are qualified rationally, philosophically, mentally, and spiritually, as compared to history's great mystics and theologians, to create your own system of belief?