Thehardway
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- Jul 25, 2021
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I'm a lukewarm Christian who struges with judgment towards others, trust, Self conscious issues and a whole heap of pride. In other words I'm a mess. I'm thankful to be aware of these issues but they are deeply ingrained in me. I don't like being around people and am afraid of committment which has hurt me. I don't attend church regularly and am somewhat antisocial. Easily annoyed as well . I'm sure I know that most of these things would be resolved for the most part if I was doing my due diligence by studying the word and daily prayer and regular church sttendance. Also making more of an attempt to just be kind without fear of getting taken advantage of. Also when I don't respect someone or feel like I can't stand there behavior I tend to show it in my body language which makes it even harder for me to act kind . Sorry for the story but lately it's been eating at me more and more.. Just going to leave this here and if you have insights ease share. Thank you.