Hi Eli...
If I may add to this conversation.
I'd like to agree with BOTH OF YOU.
You actually believe the same doctrine.
You believe that you will only know at the end whether or not you are saved.
Groovy actually believes the same.
Why?
Because he also believes that we will only know at the end of our lives that we have remained loyal to God and have not abandoned Him.
What we can say is that we can know that we are saved at this very moment by being at the foot of the cross.
To think that we can know for sure if we will endure to the end is a fallacy... no one can know the future.
I also want to state that it is through our own will that we can remain with God.
We might encounter a situation one day that might lead us to wonder if God really loves us...
perhaps questioning our very faith.
But it will still be through our will that we either remain IN HIM,,,
or abandon Him.
I don't mean to speak for either you or Groovy,,,this is just how I believe our faith to be.
We were saved. Ephesians 2:8
We are being saved. 1 Cor 1:18
We will be saved. 1 Peter 1:5