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““I was a movie buff until a few months ago. I used to watch every new movie that came out and though being born into a Christian family, it didn't really bother me - actually, at that time, I didn't even know it was supposed to bother me. Not like I was going to pick up guns and fire away or bow and worship trees, right? I felt worshipping Christ didn't have anything to do with entertainment as long as we were clear over where our loyalties lay. I thought I was being a good Christian alright and felt movies was just the entertainment side of life - I was not addicted to them and I took care of my work first before entertaining myself. I never ridiculed the people who abstained from watching movies - i just thought, each to his own measure of faith.
Then, about late last year, I did truly experience God and since then God has been moulding me constantly. One of the changes pertains to my watching movies.â€â€
Personally, I can say nothing against your experience because I too went through such a period of time. It is a necessary step that must be taken to cut us off from one way of life so that we can begin to live a different way of life that appreciates the life that is around us in a different way.
This is the stage of purgation that follows the conversion experience. It is a time of great focus on God and Christ and the Bible and the putting away of habits and desires that have become the life apart from God. It is a necessary stage for most of us who are truly in Christ. But some continue in the purgation stage indefinitely and take the stage to an extreme becoming fanatics and jihadist even against their own brothers and sisters. Purgation is a necessary step for a baby in Christ. But when the person continues to cry when they are a teenager it is known by everyone, except the continuing baby, that something is desperately wrong. I praise God and our Lord Jesus Christ that I was helped to continue to grow. I hope with the following words that I can pass on some of that help.
We all are given a personal verse when we are converted. For me it was and continues to be Proverbs 3:5-6.
Five Bible portions in particular were given me by a dear brother that our Lord used to help me through the time of purgation toward maturity.
The first was “Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.†(1John 2:15-17). I use the KJV. Read these and the following verses in whatever version you prefer. They should be basically the same.
These are the same verses you mentioned. But he emphasized the words in a different way. He emphasized the words love, lust, pride, and doeth. The verbs in these verses show the key to understanding the meaning of John. He does not say that the flesh is bad, but that the lust of the flesh is bad. And the eyes are not bad, but the lust of the eyes is bad. The life is not bad, but the pride of life is bad. It is the lust and the pride that will separate you from the Father. Not in the sense of full separation, but in the sense of the love of the Father not being in you. In other words, the Father does not leave you, you leave the Father. And one can only love and serve one master at a time. If one loves the world and serves the world, then one cannot also love the Father and do his will. This is important for the newly converted to learn and to understand.
Paul in Galatians 5:14-26 showed a contrast between those who we are walking according to the Spirit and those who walk according to the self or the flesh? Two different walks result in fruit in one and works in the other. The product is different. Before being converted to the life in Jesus Christ, the only life we have is the life in the flesh. And this life tends to conform to the life of this world in a self-centered way. This is a crucial consideration when we are in the stage of purgation.
The second was, “Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye make clean the outside of the cup and of the platter, but within they are full of extortion and excess. Thou blind Pharisee, cleanse first that which is within the cup and platter, that the outside of them may be clean also.†(Matthew 23:25-26).
Jesus shows us that the true Christian life is inward. And while many outward things may fall away in the process, we need to be careful not to try to force anything on others as the Pharisees did. The Pharisees followed the law to such an extent that they tried to kill anyone who did not follow it in the way that they understood it. Indeed, in their attempt to follow the law they created a Tradition of men. Their focus was right (Romans 10:1-3). But in their zeal they actually left their original focus for something of their own creation. It is the difference between following reality and becoming prideful. It is a danger that anyone in the purgation stage may begin to follow the Bible as if it is a Law, but follow it according to our own understanding. Thus we begin to create our own Tradition and begin to think that everyone should follow our own Tradition. Jesus is the way and the truth and the life (John 14:6). The whole purpose of the Bible is to know Jesus as our way, as our reality, and as our life. And out of that will come a living of that life that is an expression of the Body of Christ.
The third was “For John came neither eating nor drinking, and they say, He hath a devil. The Son of man came eating and drinking, and they say, Behold a man gluttonous, and a winebibber, a friend of publicans and sinners. But wisdom is justified of her children.†(Mt 11:18-19).
Many say that this refers to persecution no matter what one does. But it must be noted how the Son of man came eating and drinking. In other words he lived like every common man. John the Baptist was the one who lived what was considered a form of extreme religious life. The Pharisees thought he had a devil. And the Pharisees judged Jesus a glutton and a wino (the meaning of the Greek word translated winebibber). Even when he preached for his last three years, he pretty much lived as a normal person, with additions such as longer times of prayer because he knew the purpose of those last three years. He even attended the synagogue “as was his custom†(Luke 4:16).
The fourth was, “For though I be free from all men, yet have I made myself servant unto all, that I might gain the more. And unto the Jews I became as a Jew, that I might gain the Jews; to them that are under the law, as under the law, that I might gain them that are under the law; To them that are without law, as without law, (being not without law to God, but under the law to Christ,) that I might gain them that are without law. To the weak became I as weak, that I might gain the weak: I am made all things to all men, that I might by all means save some. And this I do for the gospel’s sake, that I might be partaker thereof with you.†(1Corinthians 9:19-23).
Here is the example of Paul long after his time of purgation. If you consider Paul to be a follower, an imitator, of Christ, then it must also be noted that the example shows that Jesus will be with you during weakness and strength. He will be with you throughout your whole transformation process. The purgation stage is only the beginning. Paul never just “saved†someone and then left them on their own. He continued in his concern toward them until he himself finally died. Jesus will always be there and your Salvation is in him, even though mortal men such as ourselves will leave and others will replace them in your life.
The fifth was, “Him that is weak in the faith receive ye, but not to doubtful disputations. For one believeth that he may eat all things: another, who is weak, eateth herbs. Let not him that eateth despise him that eateth not; and let not him which eateth not judge him that eateth: for God hath received him. Who art thou that judgest another man’s servant? to his own master he standeth or falleth. Yea, he shall be holden up: for God is able to make him stand. One man esteemeth one day above another: another esteemeth every day alike. Let every man be fully persuaded in his own mind. He that regardeth the day, regardeth it unto the Lord; and he that regardeth not the day, to the Lord he doth not regard it. He that eateth, eateth to the Lord, for he giveth God thanks; and he that eateth not, to the Lord he eateth not, and giveth God thanks. For none of us liveth to himself, and no man dieth to himself. For whether we live, we live unto the Lord; and whether we die, we die unto the Lord: whether we live therefore, or die, we are the Lord’s. For to this end Christ both died, and rose, and revived, that he might be Lord both of the dead and living. But why dost thou judge thy brother? or why dost thou set at nought thy brother? for we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ.†(Romans 14:1-10).
Paul pointed out that it is alright to deprive oneself if one feels that it is a leading from our Lord. But it is not right to deprive others. Why? Because we are not all at the same stage of growth, nor are we of the same strength. As we grow we mature. As we lean more on our Lord our strength becomes greater.
And so I encourage you to follow the Lord according to how he is leading you at this moment. Do not be bothered by what others may think. Only be careful to not go overboard and harm yourself in the process. And yet do not be selective in how you follow this kind of leading. Don’t hedge your bets, as it were. Do not restrict yourself to movies. In this stage, everything in our life becomes suspect and the leading of our Lord is crucial. If you are in the stage of purgation, then do not hold on to anything that the Lord leads you to let go of. The Old Testament is full of examples of how Israel would not let go of everything as instructed by God, and it later came back to haunt them. And to us who are in Christ, what the Old Testament reveals is as important as what the New Testament reveals. Don’t even keep what you might think is a good book by a godly person, unless the Lord specifically tells you to do so. During this time the Word of God will be sufficient for you. You only need to listen to the sermons in the Church that Jesus has guided you to. This initial time that you spend with God and with the writings that he gave through His Spirit is a crucial time for you. God reveals the reality that is described in the Bible through the same way that He gave us those writings, through the Spirit. Eventually, you will regain what you have lost, but in a different and greater way. Consider the book of Job, and especially note chapters 40-42. Job is not a book of suffering as is generally supposed. It is a book of purgation of which suffering is naturally a part. Following Job is the Psalms the book of life, and following the Psalms is Proverbs, the book of Wisdom. When you get to Ecclesiastes you will learn of the true nature of the world, that it is all vanity apart from God.
But I further encourage you to be careful and to not reveal too much about how the Lord is leading you in your purgation. It will lead you to pride, as if you are accomplishing something that others are not. Reveal it only to a very select few whom our Lord reveals to you as being much farther along in the Christian life than yourself. There are further steps that you will eventually take. If all you know is purgation, you could mislead a new believer or a weaker one into thinking that the sum total of the Christian life is purgation, when in actuality it is merely a starting point of being transformed by the renewing of your mind (Romans 12:1-2) through the Spirit of God (2Corinthians 3:17-18).
What I have written about Avatar is not for you at this time. At this point you are not able to fully distinguish between what is real and what is fiction. It all seems too real to you. This is what has bothered you. And Jesus knows where you are and gives you the inner sense that for you, seeing any kind of movie that presents the world or worldly ideas in such clear graphic terms is not good for you at this time. Nor is what I have written for anyone else who is presently going through the same stage that you are going through. In times to come you will be able to appreciate what I have written. What I have written concerning Avatar is for those who have become or are on there way to becoming Jihadist in their thinking. Your post reveals that your situation is entirely different. Your post reveals a good gospel tract and even in your stage leading others to our Lord Jesus Christ is within your means. And I encourage everyone to read your post carefully and to turn to our Lord Jesus Christ if such has not already.
To know and to see Jesus is to know and to see God (John 14:9). And the purpose of God is in Jesus Christ our Lord (Ephesians). Therefore, I encourage you to continue to “grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. To him be glory boh now and for ever. Amen.†(2Peter 3:18)
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