[__ Prayer __] Choked to death

[citrus]

Please pray for me. I just chocked on a pill. I am home alone! I thought I could get it down with water. I was going to call 911 but my phone locks and then you have to type in a code. All this nonsense. I drank huge amount of water and it was not coming up. I pushed on my throat and leaned forward and it came out. I can't even comprehend what just happened. I'm like I'm fine. No biggie. I almost died! I'm just trying to wrap my mind around it. I always think I'm okay. I'm not telling my parents. Please just pray for me. I need to comprehend it. My dog don't care a bit. He never helps me just wants to do his own thing. He could care less. Please pray for me to wake up that I only have one life. I'm not invincible. I can't.... this is terrifying and I can't comprehend that. My dog just wants to play outside and run off somewhere. He sucks as a dog. Now my throat hurts. It's raw. I fought cancer. It's like I think I could never die. I'm an idiot. I'm still thinking every thing was going to be fine. It's not okay. Please pray for me. I was checking on a vitamin. It wouldn't gi down with water. I can't even comprehend my family hurting. It's hard to think about. I know they would be devastated. Please pray. I'm always thinking I'm fine in life, but I'm not. Like nothings going to happen to me. I almost drowned when i was a kid. What is wrong with me. I can't get it. That the world is not safe and you have to be so careful in life. Please pray. I need to wake up and comprehend that just happened. I don't drive guys. That is probably a good thing. I threw away my pills. I don't know what is wrong with me and why my brain won't work right. I'm on medication for that. Don't worry those are small pills.

 

[citrus]

What's wrong with my brain that I think I'm invincible and nothing bad can happen to me. I pray for my brain.

 

[citrus]

I was down to seconds. I can't believe it.

 

[citrus]

I hate my brain sometimes. It just doesn't sink in. I don't know what us wrong with me. I have a lot of health problems. That is I tried to take this vitamin. Blah.

 

[SupporterOfCristo]

Praying for you. Just remember a close call to you may be no where near a close call to God. An Emergency to you may be circumstances that are completely safe and in God's Control. You are going to be okay.

 

[for_his_glory]

Sometimes even I think I am invincible like no matter what I am not going to die, even though I have come close a few times, and then I think of that scripture in Hebrews 9:27 and what I think will be God's judgement of me when I do die.

 

[Christ_empowered]

It’s happened to me too. Not to scare you but I honestly think ? the antipsychotic drugs to blame for some choking incidents I had in the past. True story…

 

[citrus]

Yes. This was a vitamin though. They really should make them smaller. My word that even hurt my throat later. Scariest thing life flashing before your eyes. Not a good way to go. Lol ? thanks for caring.

 

[Christ_empowered]

No I meant that the antipsychotic itself..abilify in my case…

Seems to have made choking incidents more common for me.

 

[citrus]

No I meant that the antipsychotic itself..abilify in my case…

Seems to have made choking incidents more common for me.

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