Oh, dear,
Mister E's point is being reemphasized for us over and over.
Bear in mind, Jews, Muslims, Hindus, Buddhists, atheists and many others claim precisely the same sort of "knowing" and "certainty" you claim. "BUT THEY ARE WRONG!!! DECEIVED!!! ONLY I HAVE THE
REAL KNOWING!!!"
Every religion makes truth claims. Metaphysical truth claims. They can't be proved or disproved in this life. We can only sort them out and reach convictions as to which are true.
What I see with this sort of "pretend certainty" is FEAR, not confidence. Whistling past the graveyard, if you will. "It HAS to be true, or I've wasted my life!" So we pretend there is no knowledge or truth outside the pages of a literal translation of the Bible, we surround ourselves with nothing but people who think the same way and call it "fellowship," and we cover our ears against anything that might cause us to think.
It's a species of Christianity, certainly, but it's a shallow, superficial Christianity. It can't handle the slightest crack in its dike. This is exactly why rigid fundamentalists like Bart Ehrman become atheists. It's exactly why Young Earth Christians have to live in a bizarre state of cognitive dissonance and call it "faith."
"Now faith is the assurance of things
hoped for, the
conviction of things not seen."
Hebrews 1:11 (NASB).
Faith isn't the certainty of things hoped for, the knowledge of things not seen.
This is from Josh McDowell, about as solid an evangelical as there is (
https://www.josh.org/christian-doub...vb5Wu3MaCgLHBYddx6HGr4AUgojqesVYaAkTIEALw_wcB):
Do “real” Christians have the freedom to doubt the existence of God, Jesus, and the truths of the Bible? Or should we feel guilty when our faith wobbles like Jell-O? Notes Paul Tillich, “Doubt isn’t the opposite of faith; it is an element of faith.”
God knows that we will have questions and doubts because we can’t see the big picture like He does. That’s why He repeatedly tells us, in His Word, to trust and chill (“Do NOT fear!”). But God also tells us to pursue the development of our faith. Doubt is a great motivator to fuel this pursuit.
God is not offended by our doubt. God designed us to seek truth, that we might grow in our knowledge of Him. So why do we feel that it’s bad, if not wrong, to question God, the Bible, and even our particular church’s stance on an issue?
But carry on with your "certainty" if it makes you happy. Your desperate need to shout down anyone who doesn't pretend along with you is rather telling.