Maybe you’d share your own experience and observation of the universe’s fixed point of beginning? What did it look like? Was it close to our solar system?
Insofar as you are attempting to dialogue with me - and perhaps in your own mind to score debating points with what you believe to be wildly clever zingers - I believe you are simply fundamentally misguided. I am having an extremely difficult time understanding what you are even talking about.
As I have stated repeatedly and will not state again, my belief system as a whole - what I believe about the reality we occupy as well as what I believe about philosophical/metaphysical/spiritual matters - has been formulated on the basis of my extensive experiences and observations, my long and diligent studies, and my intuition. This is to be distinguished from someone whose belief system is based upon far less effort (which is true of the vast majority of people); on uncritical reliance on the pronouncements of supposed authority figures (which is true of many, many people); and/or on factors having nothing to do with truth, such as a wish to be popular or comfortable or to realize financial gain (which is likewise true of many people).
Any given aspect of my belief system may depend heavily on my experiences and observations and less on my studies - or vice-versa. In regard to many metaphysical/spiritual matters, intuition may play a decisive role. When I refer to my "studies," I am of course talking about books - literally thousands of books, far more than the average adult would read in five lifetimes. What those books contain are of course reports of the experiences, observations and studies of other persons. I decide what they are worth and factor them into my own belief system.
For example, I have had perhaps 25 fairly startling paranormal experiences of a variety of types. I have read vast quantities of the literature (as well as joined the American Society for Psychical Research, British Society for Psychical Research and other organizations). Thus, my own experiences and observations have been greatly informed by the experiences, observations and studies of others.
You sound as though you think there is some great mystery about this, or perhaps something suspect about it. I find that when closely examined, many True Believers of all types - including many Christians - couldn't tell you why they believe what they say they believe, and indeed that there is really no foundation for their "beliefs" at all apart from an appeal to some supposed authority figure.
Your point in posing challenges such as "share your own experience and observation of the universe’s fixed point of beginning? What did it look like? Was it close to our solar system?" is completely and utterly lost on me. Does the fact that I obviously have no experiences and observations of the universe's fixed point of beginning somehow, in your mind, invalidate my beliefs regarding the universe's fixed point of beginning? If so, why?
I do have direct, quite startling experiences that suggest to me the existence of a supreme intelligence that takes a providential interest in my life. I do observe the regularity in nature suggesting an intelligent designer. For the "mechanics" of how it may have worked, I rely heavily on my fairly extensive studies in the areas of astronomy, physics and Intelligent Design. For the ultimate metaphysical questions, I rely on my truly extensive studies in philosophy and theology, as well as my own intuition. Is there something suspect about this in your mind?
It strikes me that you are simply frustrated because I do not attach the same weight or importance to "evidence" to which you attach great importance.
Good thing lawyers didn’t pick Judas’s replacement then.
Here again, what is the point? OK, the disciples logically insisted on a replacement for Judas who had been with them throughout Jesus' ministry and who could witness to it ... and so? Do you think 11 lawyers would have done otherwise?
This has no bearing on your insistence that I should take the Gospel of John as a reliable historical report. The Gospel of John, which is by far the latest gospel, may well have been written (or at least informed) by someone intimately acquainted with Jesus but who had an overriding theological agenda and a particular target audience. The utter dissimilarity with the Synoptics strongly suggests that the purpose was something other than an accurate historical record, and many, many scholars have concluded that this was indeed the case. I have probably studied more about John than any other gospel. You choose to factor it into your belief system as an accurate historical record. I do not, for reasons that are good and sufficient to me. The fact that you do does not frustrate or even concern me in the slightest.