I am not sure what you are saying , my experience of God comes from God .
I understand that this is what you believe. I'm not myself yet convinced that your experience is from God. When I hold what you've described up to the record of the Bible, I don't see any precedent for, or positive teaching on, it. Again, this doesn't mean what happened wasn't God, only that, so far, I have nothing but your say-so that it was of Him. For me, that's just not enough to go on. The clear support of God's word is vital for anything we want to say is of Him.
2 Timothy 3:16-17 (NASB)
16 All Scripture is inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for training in righteousness;
17 so that the man of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work.
Amen ! I enjoy what you write here on the forum brother
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Well, thank you. I'm glad you do!
You said puppet first . If you think having the Holy Spirit speak through me as I have described is being a "puppet" then so be it .
It's how your description of your tongues experience sounded to me. I've exaggerated what you described, it seems.
The Holy Spirit does not force me to speak in tongues but He does control my tongue and speech faculties when I do speak in tongues .
Can you explain to me the difference, here? How is "control my tongue and speech faculties" distinct from forcing you to speak? At first glance, what the Spirit has done to you sounds, at least, compulsive to me.
Discernment is a Gift of The Holy Spirit , do you have that gift ? I do . So you discern the demonic with God's scripture and by the Holy Spirit .
About itself, God's word says it is a "lamp unto my feet and light unto my path." (
Psalms 119:105) By way of Scripture, the simple are made wise, they gain understanding, and are able to discern right from wrong, truth from falsehood, and foolishness from wisdom (
Psalm 19:7-11; Psalm 119:97-104; Psalm 119:130, etc.). And as the passage quoted above that Paul wrote to Timothy indicates, all that I require to live godly in Christ Jesus, which would necessarily entail discernment, I obtain
from God's word. The Holy Spirit illuminates my mind and heart to God's truth, of course, but it is ultimately through an understanding of that Truth that I am better able to discern things spiritually.
As well, anyone claiming special spiritual "discernment" must be held to some evaluating standard, some
objective criteria by which their "discernment" can be shown to be correct or in error. If there is no such objective standard, then anyone can claim "discernment" about anything, it seems to me, and never worry about the truth or falsity, the accuracy, or the
origin, of their "discernment."
What's worse, if decisions are made on the basis of such unevaluated "discernment" and it is false, the results can be catastrophic. Too often, though, "discernment" is held to be of God if the "discernment" proves out in some vague way, like horoscopes, or palm readings, may do. This is to judge the matter after the fact, however, to have
assumed godly discernment at the beginning and then claim it actually was if the results of that "discernment" seem to have had an effect that can be said to be of God in some way. Is this how God operates in Scripture, though? Does He encourage us to act on
assumptions, to judge the true nature of something by some mere internal sense, some
subjective confidence, that is
presumed to be accurate? No. If God calls His own to step out in faith, it is always from a foundation of objective fact and clear divine leading. Consider Gideon, or Moses, or Noah, or Abraham, or Paul.
Some Christians try to get around the problem of subjective discernment by rather circular logic: They just grant without proof (aka - assume) that their subjective feelings/suspicions about something is discernment given by the Spirit. As a result, since their discernment must be of the Spirit, it cannot be questioned. When questioned, they respond: "Well, if you had Spirit-discernment, too, you'd agree that I'm discerning by the power of the Spirit." This is a great example of the logical fallacy philosophers call "Begging the Question" (aka - circular reasoning).
It's in order to avoid this situation that I am pressing you for something more than "because I say so" or "well it all worked out in a surprising way, so it
has to be of God." Safeguarding real spiritual discernment from abuse requires an objective basis for evaluation.
No not in any way . I did not understand what was going on with me when the Holy Spirit tried to take the utterance when I was at the church alter . Background on me , I was @ 26 when I became a Christian . Before I became a Christian I was a Rock & Roll musician for @ 7 years living the rock&roll lifestyle . Sinning , oh yeah .
I used to be a martial arts instructor (for just shy of thirty years) and many of my students/friends were rock musicians (drummers, especially). I have some idea of what their lives were like since they'd often try to tell me about their...exploits. Woah.
Wow , brother . Prayers for your sister . I know that has to hurt .
Thanks. Her beliefs are taking a terrible toll both on her and her family. Her children are all of them walking far from God, profoundly turned-off of the Christian faith by the...kookiness and irrationality of their mother's "spirituality." They love their Mom dearly but, because of her hyper-charismaticism, think Christianity is bizarre and insane (as they should).
Like I said I did not understand at first what was going on with me . But now being born again I have the Holy Spirit to help me understand .
Mark 16:17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues;
Acts 19:6 And when Paul had laid his hands upon them, the Holy Ghost came on them; and they spake with tongues, and prophesied.
You're aware that there were other instances of conversion in
Acts unmarked by tongues, too? The Philippian jailer in
Acts 16, the Ethiopian eunuch in
Acts 8:26-39, the three thousand in
Acts 2, the crippled man in
Acts 3:1-8, the centurion, Crispus, and many Corinthians in
Acts 18:8, and so on. I'm not suggesting you didn't speak in tongues when you were saved, only pointing out that such an experience does not
always accompany conversion.
I once had a dream , it was a narrated dream (never had one like that) and in fact I argued with the narrator in the dream that what was represented in the dream was false . But the narrator insisted so I just said "oh well this is just a dream " little did I know . @ 6 months later I had to live out this dream in real life , shocked I was . God had sent me a dream of my future but I did not recognize it as such . Experiences , I am having them . Ever had a vision ?
To what end did God do this, exactly? What divine purpose was served by your narrated dream?
I've never had a vision. And know of no believer, personally, who has. Certainly, in the span of history covered by the Bible (roughly, some 4000 years), they were exceedingly rare. In light of this, I am very...skeptical of the proliferation of "visions" in our modern era. Too often, it seems one has only to assert that they've had a vision from God to establish that one actually has had such a vision. Dangerous stuff, spiritually. Very dangerous.
Your prayer time with God is much different than mine . Discernment .
I often pray God's word back to Him. I pray for His will to be done in my life and in the lives of others. I give Him thanks and praise in prayer. When He gives me discernment, it is always through the Light and Truth of His word.
I have found discerning on a forum like this to be a hard task at times . So you must have the gift of Discernment ?
How does one walk with God without spiritual discernment? Is the Spirit's illumination of the Truth of God to you and I not giving light, that is, discernment, to us? It seems so to me...
What you said of your sister sounds more like a cult she is involved with instead of Christianity .
Yes, I've often thought this.
Yes we do have a lot in common in our understanding .