Hello all! New member here.:yes
I did not introduce myself properly because I don't plan on staying very long. I say this for several reasons (emphasis on plan as the word's definition includes unforeseeable changes):
1. I value honesty and candor.
2. As this is my first post, I wish to avoid being perceived as inflammatory.
To save those uninterested a boring read, here is my point and purpose:
I am re-questioning my faith.
I was born and raised Jewish. Not very religious, but went to a Jewish elementary school, Bar Mitzvah'd, kept Kosher until high school. Mother was raised Christian and converted when she was 19, before she met my father (strangely enough! ;)). I'm 24 btw.
Naturally, I was always curious about the "other" religion, from which my mother converted. From an early age, I was both fortunate and unfortunate to posses a high level or empathy, an inexhaustible curiosity, and the natural ability(curse?) to see both sides of the coin. I believe I was around 8 years old when I seriously asked my parents why they "chose" Judaism over Christianity.
As I grew, the implications of this questions changed. When I was 12, I decided that (to my 12 year old brain) the fact that my parents chose one religion over another meant that both religions were wrong. How can someone just choose? How can two mutually exclusive systems that are founded on faith coexist? The idea that my mom all of a sudden decided that Christianity was wrong, and that Judaism was right, was a ridiculous, illogical, and possibly even hypocritical notion. That she did so for no external reason whatsoever reinforces this point.
To illustrate my logic, this was my though process: My mom was born Christian -> She believed Christianity was right -> She decided it was wrong -> She decided Judaism was right -> Most people are born into religion, not converts -> therefore, the same person would have a different belief based simply on Parent religion -> Either one religion is right, and everyone else is insane -> or, religion is wrong overall.
This is child logic, and I fully recognize the fallacies in reason. On the Contrary, this was my instinct, and I have currently fully developed my disbelief in religion. Also, please not how I did not say God, but religion.
This is where I need your help. I would like to very much get more involved with a religion (even thinking about your faith!). Being a man who is logical to the core, I need help to break down said logic which prevents me from truly believing. Now, as a man of science, I am fully open to the idea that logic and science are constraints on the human condition.
Is it not logical to say that: The religious realm is governed by something that transcends logic, thus, one cannot apply logic in determining any religious truths? Sort of how one cannot apply general relativity on the micro scale, and quantum mechanics on the macro scale.
Here is a list of what prevents me from really taking religion as seriously as I might want to. Please, tear them apart. :shocked!
1. Regarding the progress of man, it was recognized by early hominids that a clan or tribal society fared better when it came to their survival. Eventually, our early ancestors recognized the need for rules as rules again increased their ability to survive. It would be detrimental to the members if they were allowed to kill one another for no reason, to hoard food, to hoard shelter, to not share in the burdens of survival. These are all moral decisions that eventually became hard wired into our evolution long before any of the modern religions arrived on the scene. Not only do we see such behavior in the human race but it is evidenced in many members of the animal kingdom. And as far as we know, these are instinctive reactions hard wired into their genetic code.
2. There are many religions, they cannot all be right, and one only believes his is right because he believes or was born into it. The former is circular logic, the latter is nurture.
3. The Bible is an amalgam of stories written long after the death of Christ. The meeting at Nicea of church officials picked and chose what parts of many writings by many would become part of the New Testment. There was a tremendous amount of censorship and the outright ignoring of the writings of many who had contributed to the history of the Bible and until this day, those writings are ignored and in fact banned by the Church. With that being the historical case, how can anything in the Bible (New Testament I'm addressing) be relied upon to contain any accuracy ot truth for that matter? What was retained was simply a political decision as opposed to a religious decision.
4. As a species, we are sentient of our own mortality. It appears that religion is thus a natural condition of humanity as a means of both accepting our inevitable death, and of answering the question Why?
5. I won't go into details, but almost every religion contains an uncanny similarity to ancient pagan beliefs. This leads to me conclude that new religions (on the total time scale) are simply a rehash of the tried and true used by individuals for their own means, or simply that the origins were forgotten, and are followed based on "tradition." Case in point, the inquisition. I doubt many of the inquisitors were very good Christians. How can a good Christian torture or coerce the unwilling into their beliefs? I believe this is directly stated NOT to do this in the Bible. There is clear precedent for religion being used as a means of power and control, in probably all religions. What better than to tell someone they this will happen if they don't do this, and then deny them access to actual source (Bible, scriptures before mass translations were allowed, and they weren't even allowed at first!) As Jesus was a Jew, he would have been the target of the Church as well during those dark times had he come back. This seems to be totally against everything! My point is that the precedent exists. I am no way talking about the religion...just people who abused it.
6. Priming. A psychological phenomenon where a suggestive idea is often realized by misinterpreting external stimuli, sort of like the self-fulfilling prophecy. I cannot forget this every time I try to "pray and listen." Is that God talking, or is that part of the 90% of sensory input that doesn't get consciously processed by the brain that I have primed myself to misinterpret? Just like those ambiguous blotter images, or even the game "what does that cloud look like?" I highly doubt a North Korean would say wow! That cloud looks just like a 1972 dodge Charger.......they have no concept of what that means, and thus cannot see it. They may say it looks our great leader descending from the sky on his creation. Clearly wrong, but it's what they know, believe, and are primed to interpret.
6. Last but not least. X inconstancy is X because its God's plan/works in mysterious ways. Or, X inconsistency is X because Y says so. Or, as a test of faith. If I am questioning in my head the validity of the Bible, I cannot simply say that the Bible is true because is says so in the Bible. Circular logic.
Please, can someone put these points down? I really would look to get over these obstacles
I did not introduce myself properly because I don't plan on staying very long. I say this for several reasons (emphasis on plan as the word's definition includes unforeseeable changes):
1. I value honesty and candor.
2. As this is my first post, I wish to avoid being perceived as inflammatory.
To save those uninterested a boring read, here is my point and purpose:
I am re-questioning my faith.
I was born and raised Jewish. Not very religious, but went to a Jewish elementary school, Bar Mitzvah'd, kept Kosher until high school. Mother was raised Christian and converted when she was 19, before she met my father (strangely enough! ;)). I'm 24 btw.
Naturally, I was always curious about the "other" religion, from which my mother converted. From an early age, I was both fortunate and unfortunate to posses a high level or empathy, an inexhaustible curiosity, and the natural ability(curse?) to see both sides of the coin. I believe I was around 8 years old when I seriously asked my parents why they "chose" Judaism over Christianity.
As I grew, the implications of this questions changed. When I was 12, I decided that (to my 12 year old brain) the fact that my parents chose one religion over another meant that both religions were wrong. How can someone just choose? How can two mutually exclusive systems that are founded on faith coexist? The idea that my mom all of a sudden decided that Christianity was wrong, and that Judaism was right, was a ridiculous, illogical, and possibly even hypocritical notion. That she did so for no external reason whatsoever reinforces this point.
To illustrate my logic, this was my though process: My mom was born Christian -> She believed Christianity was right -> She decided it was wrong -> She decided Judaism was right -> Most people are born into religion, not converts -> therefore, the same person would have a different belief based simply on Parent religion -> Either one religion is right, and everyone else is insane -> or, religion is wrong overall.
This is child logic, and I fully recognize the fallacies in reason. On the Contrary, this was my instinct, and I have currently fully developed my disbelief in religion. Also, please not how I did not say God, but religion.
This is where I need your help. I would like to very much get more involved with a religion (even thinking about your faith!). Being a man who is logical to the core, I need help to break down said logic which prevents me from truly believing. Now, as a man of science, I am fully open to the idea that logic and science are constraints on the human condition.
Is it not logical to say that: The religious realm is governed by something that transcends logic, thus, one cannot apply logic in determining any religious truths? Sort of how one cannot apply general relativity on the micro scale, and quantum mechanics on the macro scale.
Here is a list of what prevents me from really taking religion as seriously as I might want to. Please, tear them apart. :shocked!
1. Regarding the progress of man, it was recognized by early hominids that a clan or tribal society fared better when it came to their survival. Eventually, our early ancestors recognized the need for rules as rules again increased their ability to survive. It would be detrimental to the members if they were allowed to kill one another for no reason, to hoard food, to hoard shelter, to not share in the burdens of survival. These are all moral decisions that eventually became hard wired into our evolution long before any of the modern religions arrived on the scene. Not only do we see such behavior in the human race but it is evidenced in many members of the animal kingdom. And as far as we know, these are instinctive reactions hard wired into their genetic code.
2. There are many religions, they cannot all be right, and one only believes his is right because he believes or was born into it. The former is circular logic, the latter is nurture.
3. The Bible is an amalgam of stories written long after the death of Christ. The meeting at Nicea of church officials picked and chose what parts of many writings by many would become part of the New Testment. There was a tremendous amount of censorship and the outright ignoring of the writings of many who had contributed to the history of the Bible and until this day, those writings are ignored and in fact banned by the Church. With that being the historical case, how can anything in the Bible (New Testament I'm addressing) be relied upon to contain any accuracy ot truth for that matter? What was retained was simply a political decision as opposed to a religious decision.
4. As a species, we are sentient of our own mortality. It appears that religion is thus a natural condition of humanity as a means of both accepting our inevitable death, and of answering the question Why?
5. I won't go into details, but almost every religion contains an uncanny similarity to ancient pagan beliefs. This leads to me conclude that new religions (on the total time scale) are simply a rehash of the tried and true used by individuals for their own means, or simply that the origins were forgotten, and are followed based on "tradition." Case in point, the inquisition. I doubt many of the inquisitors were very good Christians. How can a good Christian torture or coerce the unwilling into their beliefs? I believe this is directly stated NOT to do this in the Bible. There is clear precedent for religion being used as a means of power and control, in probably all religions. What better than to tell someone they this will happen if they don't do this, and then deny them access to actual source (Bible, scriptures before mass translations were allowed, and they weren't even allowed at first!) As Jesus was a Jew, he would have been the target of the Church as well during those dark times had he come back. This seems to be totally against everything! My point is that the precedent exists. I am no way talking about the religion...just people who abused it.
6. Priming. A psychological phenomenon where a suggestive idea is often realized by misinterpreting external stimuli, sort of like the self-fulfilling prophecy. I cannot forget this every time I try to "pray and listen." Is that God talking, or is that part of the 90% of sensory input that doesn't get consciously processed by the brain that I have primed myself to misinterpret? Just like those ambiguous blotter images, or even the game "what does that cloud look like?" I highly doubt a North Korean would say wow! That cloud looks just like a 1972 dodge Charger.......they have no concept of what that means, and thus cannot see it. They may say it looks our great leader descending from the sky on his creation. Clearly wrong, but it's what they know, believe, and are primed to interpret.
6. Last but not least. X inconstancy is X because its God's plan/works in mysterious ways. Or, X inconsistency is X because Y says so. Or, as a test of faith. If I am questioning in my head the validity of the Bible, I cannot simply say that the Bible is true because is says so in the Bible. Circular logic.
Please, can someone put these points down? I really would look to get over these obstacles