I am a 50 year old male from NA. I've struggled with mental health issues for a long time. I've been an addict, but now i'm 3 years sober.
Just 2 weeks ago i found out i have a cardiac arrhythmia, which made me even more scared of the world then i used to be. I used to be a non-believer, or maybe even Atheist.
However, i also felt drawn to Christianity somehow... i felt drawn to the Bible, which i now have multiple of. Even holding one felt so warm and peaceful. Recently i got myself a study Bible, and i feel happy to learn about God. I feel better when i'm learning about Him, and keeping a Bible close to me when i go to sleep. A week ago, i felt like i awoke from sleep because of God. I felt so safe and warm... it was one of the best feelings i had in a long time.
I'm still struggling with believing, because it is all so overwhelming and new to me, so i hoped i could find some support and maybe tips here on this forum!
Thanks for reading this. I wish you all the best.