[__ Prayer __] I think I’m supposed to know my place?

[Christ_empowered]

Ugh ? more outcast musings lol ?
But seriously ? things seem to be somehow waxing more intense and..?

I go to get gas ️ and people yell about his family cannot help him and or he needs to be in the state hospital ? and or…

Yup. ? I’m apparently an uppity mental patient. I’ve also recently turned 40 so my overall frustration level with the junk is rising lol ?.

I dunno ?‍ prayer ? changes things. If I could support myself then it’d be easier. No one hires 40 year old mental patients. I’m living a comfortable modest decent lifestyle I can’t pretend to deserve…

Surrounded by hostility and random acts of cruelty. I’m not…freaking out over it ? in Christ I’m not even angry ?. It’s more about quality of life wanting to do…something…


In a hostile community that’s basically a little slice of America. At least here my parents are nearby. Plus, they’re getting older and to whatever extent possible I’d like to be a help to them as they age. So there’s that…

So once again here I am asking for prayers and advice really.

Thanks ?

 

[Marianne333]

Praying for you, and you DO deserve it.