Christ_empowered
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- Oct 23, 2010
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1 Timothy 6:6-8
I'm getting there, by Gods' grace. He has provided more for me than most people who lived/existed the way I did, before Jesus saved me, end up having. I live with my kind, generous parents. I receive disability for my mental problems. I am --now-- healthy, smart enough for my goals, etc.
And yet, I do want...something. I don't know what, LOL. I do not think anyone around here will hire me. That is what it is. Happens. Once you're labeled "Schizophrenic" in this kind of community...good luck, basically. The disability is obviously a huge blessing, both for my family and for me.
To be honest, I don't want to be a "mental patient" indefinitely. Some of it is pride and lingering self-love. Some of it...well, I don't want to deal with Mental Health, Inc. more than I have to, honestly. I had some horrible experiences back in the day. Now, I'm treated much better, but...somehow, I'd like to be able to bring in my own income
I just...don't know. Learning to trust God, be content, etc...its a process, obviously. I also pray for God's perfect will for my life, whatever that may be. Thanks.
I'm getting there, by Gods' grace. He has provided more for me than most people who lived/existed the way I did, before Jesus saved me, end up having. I live with my kind, generous parents. I receive disability for my mental problems. I am --now-- healthy, smart enough for my goals, etc.
And yet, I do want...something. I don't know what, LOL. I do not think anyone around here will hire me. That is what it is. Happens. Once you're labeled "Schizophrenic" in this kind of community...good luck, basically. The disability is obviously a huge blessing, both for my family and for me.
To be honest, I don't want to be a "mental patient" indefinitely. Some of it is pride and lingering self-love. Some of it...well, I don't want to deal with Mental Health, Inc. more than I have to, honestly. I had some horrible experiences back in the day. Now, I'm treated much better, but...somehow, I'd like to be able to bring in my own income
I just...don't know. Learning to trust God, be content, etc...its a process, obviously. I also pray for God's perfect will for my life, whatever that may be. Thanks.
